I know that I said that I didn't want to speak to you anymore, but now, I regret it. The more I try not to think about you, the more I do. You're the only thing that's on my mind. And if I had the chance to say I was sorry, I would. I would run into your arms and just cry if I could. I mean, thinking back, I wonder how I could be sooo stupid to give up someone like you. I'm really dumb.. I just wish that now I could speak to you again. Hear the words that you spoke, laugh to the stupid jokes that you would make, smile like I use to. But for now, all I can say is, I'm sorry. You were probably one of the best things that happened to me and now, you're gone... I'm so so sorry. I know that by now you've probably forgotten about me, but if you somehow did remember me, could you ever forgive me? Please..