Diary_of_MH

Well, you lost the bet, so today's my last day. Per request, the terms of the bet have changed. I'm not Overdosing on painkillers, I'm making it painful, and agonizing, so the last moments I have are spent sobbing in pain with a knife in my chest. But don't feel sad about not getting any other updates, I'm handing over the cape to the person I trust the most, so maybe she'll do something with the account, maybe she'll delete everything, maybe she won't do anything, not like I can stop her from any of it. But regardless of her choice, this is goodbye, I'm giving up on trying to be happy, and I'll be gone for good. So, goodbye, and I hope your lives aren't as miserable as mine was.
          	
          	And the dog was a Husky Poodle mix with dwarfism.

isaiah707512

@Diary_of_MH i just want to say reading you fanfics have helped me through my tough times and im sorry i couldnt do the same i hope you dont go through with it since your fanfics have brough me much comfort but ultimately it is your choice and while i dont like it i cant force you to stop so all i can say is i hope you find yourself in a better place my condolences and im sorry to see such a good writer go but whatever you choose know i support you i know i dont know you personally but i do know i will miss you and your writing
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Diary_of_MH

Well, you lost the bet, so today's my last day. Per request, the terms of the bet have changed. I'm not Overdosing on painkillers, I'm making it painful, and agonizing, so the last moments I have are spent sobbing in pain with a knife in my chest. But don't feel sad about not getting any other updates, I'm handing over the cape to the person I trust the most, so maybe she'll do something with the account, maybe she'll delete everything, maybe she won't do anything, not like I can stop her from any of it. But regardless of her choice, this is goodbye, I'm giving up on trying to be happy, and I'll be gone for good. So, goodbye, and I hope your lives aren't as miserable as mine was.
          
          And the dog was a Husky Poodle mix with dwarfism.

isaiah707512

@Diary_of_MH i just want to say reading you fanfics have helped me through my tough times and im sorry i couldnt do the same i hope you dont go through with it since your fanfics have brough me much comfort but ultimately it is your choice and while i dont like it i cant force you to stop so all i can say is i hope you find yourself in a better place my condolences and im sorry to see such a good writer go but whatever you choose know i support you i know i dont know you personally but i do know i will miss you and your writing
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Diary_of_MH

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Okay, gamblers, let's make a little bet here, just the 614 of you and the largely-outnumbered-me, you won't lose anything important, I promise. 
          
          I made a bet last time to see if I updated, time to see if that deal holds up. Only time will tell.
          
          If any person out there, idc if follower or not—which makes me even more greatly outnumbered—can correctly guess my grandmother's dead dog's exact breed, you win. You have 9 days, or until the end of the month, to get it.
          
          Oh, my bad, I forgot to mention that it was kind of rigged to the house. Casinos and their money draining scams, am I right? Welp, guess you already took the deal, so unfortunate for you. Or... Me, I guess?
          
          Oooh, right, forgot to mention the prize part. If you lose, I overdose on morphine, if you win, I... Live, for the apparent dismay of many, with a few people who'd have moved on in like a fucking week if they even mourned or cared about it at all.

Diary_of_MH

@Axis-8 || Sure, I'll make it excruciating. You can keep the account when I'm gone, do whatever you want with it, you already have the password, tomorrow it's all yours. Not like I'm gonna need it, so keep it. I wanted to go at least on good terms with you, but I guess I'm a little late for that, and for that I'm sorry, but at least you guys won't have to deal with me after tomorrow
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@Diary_of_MH know what? Make it painful as hell. You hurt the people that tried to help you, you hurt the people that you say you cared about. And yet you wonder why people don't come up and check on you? You think you posting about having problems of which this is a major problem is not in any way shape or form disrupting the "private" status? Every single one of your friends give a shit about you. We really do. Just very wary of you because we know what you do and have done. Screw your peace, you brought your problems to your door. I don't care if the others still want to help you out, it's a lost cause. Just be sure that if you decide to go through, make it hurt, if you don't, make sure to treat your friends like friends and not some background assets.
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@Mikexlrose || I know other people, I don't care if you wanted to handle it in private, I haven't started publicly announcing to people that shit happened, that's not what I'm fucking worried about, you can keep it private. Not a single person I know that follows me came up to me about this, that's what bothers me, I had friends, I had people who I thought cared about me, and none of them have come to talk about it properly. You thought it was me running away from my problems, I'm not running, I'm giving up, it'd be nice to go knowing at least SOMEONE still gives a shit about me, but I didn't say I wanted it to be any of you, this isn't about that, this is my life, and I have issues that don't fucking revolve around you, now let me fucking die in peace
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Diary_of_MH

"okay so 18 pounds of cokane, 12 pounds of crake and 7 male stripers. but make sure none of them are white, i cant see the coke on them if they are"
          
          — @sweet-amai

sweet-amai

pls. any non white males. consider being my striper ❤️
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Bulletmonk

@Diary_of_MH based
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sweet-amai

mwwwwwah

Diary_of_MH

@sweet-amai || Rn, clothes off, bend over the desk
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sweet-amai

@Diary_of_MH cut da small talk. when we fuckin
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Diary_of_MH

@sweet-amai || MWWWWWAAAAHHH!!! ILY!
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Diary_of_MH

I'm updating Hazbin Hotel ;(

OrphanKiller3000

@Diary_of_MH oh
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Diary_of_MH

@OrphanKiller3000 || I don't have anything for Hazbin Hotel and I had to spin a wheel for which one I updated
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OrphanKiller3000

@Diary_of_MH why you sad? and why not percy jackson
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