DidIAskORNAH
And holy crap when did Don’t Love Me become #2 in Dreamcatcher??!
DidIAskORNAH
DidIAskORNAH
I wonder how my audience would feel if I went the direction I really want to go for DLM. It’s considerably dark, and I imagine there will be mixed reactions. Regardless, my motivation for writing has returned, therefore updates will be more consistent; atleast… I won’t take a year break again. “-“
(Considering I took such a long break, most people lost interest in DLM because of stagnant updates. I hope I can regain my former audience. :c)
DidIAskORNAH
Idk if y'all know. But I'm not that big of a gamer despite being surrounded by videogame addicts. And recently... I think I'm succumbing to the addiction... because I've been playing this Roblox game Grow a Garden non-stop and I genuinely believe my dopamine levels for that god dang game ARE SKYROCKETING. I should be writing and feeding y'all chapters but instead I'm sleeping or playing that godforsaken game... please I need motivation to quit... Lmao. Anyway, why am I so active today?...
DidIAskORNAH
The rankings for Don't Love Me are picking up again. Why are so many people reading my book again? I'm suspicious (눈‸눈)
DidIAskORNAH
Bro, I'm binge reading Don't Love Me right now to make sure there aren't any plot holes for future chapters and— WHEN WERE YOU GUYS GONNA TELL ME THAT MY WRITING WAS SO BAD?! LIKE... It's not even bad in a writing standpoint, like the description and imagery is there. It's not disappointing or unreadable because of lack of emotion. BUT WHY ARE THE PARAGRAPHS SO LONG AND NOT SPACED OUT?! WHO LET ME GET AWAY WITH THAT? I fear all (most) of us writers have experienced that phase in our writing journey (the individually essay long paragraph phase) and I was no exception. I pray that I have improved since then in my reader's eyes. And there were so many typos oh my gwarrrrddd. I could go on and on with how bad it was yet equally exceptional. But I guess I can't focus on the pros of my old writing when the cons overshadowed all the good perks by a landslide. ARREST ME. Also, I kept switching up the names for characters. I went from, Jiu, to Minji, to Jiu again when I should've just stayed with one name. Eventually I picked Minji but it took WAYYY too long. Same with Bora's two names. And not to mention I kept re-using a lot of the same metaphors and some were particularly cringe. Made me physically recoil like: "I WROTE THAT?!" Ahhhh I'm dying.
parede_2
@DidIAskORNAH Well, i really like the story and how it's written, when I read it my reaction is simply aaaaaaah dhkskskalwl(in a good way) and it makes me wanting more so yeah. Of course, i think you're always improving, so dont be so harsh with yourself.
DidIAskORNAH
Genuinely, how could I get away with that writing? It is blasphemous! Abominable! Please tell me that my most recent chapters are better than the first few chapters of Don't Love Me. Otherwise I'll legit cry because it was so bad I'm actually considering editing it to save the embarrassment I will feel knowing new readers are SEEING THAT AS THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION ON THIS BOOK. LIKE... AM I THE ONLY ONE MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF THIS?! Also, I spoiled half the goddamn cast with the pre chapter! I gave out WAY too much info. Kill me. Anyway... goodnight/good morning all! Have a fabulous day and stay safe! If you made it this far in this deathly long paragraph then well... I don't know. Go do something productive instead of reading this :< (jk ily!)
DidIAskORNAH
I updated... but now I REALLY AM taking a break. A long one.. .
DidIAskORNAH
I'm falling out of love with writing stories... might take a long break this summer.
DidIAskORNAH
@parede_2 Thank you so much, this means a lot to me. I promise I'll be back up on it when I'm ready :) <3
parede_2
@DidIAskORNAH i hope you find the love for writing stories again, because you are really good at it. Take care and we'll be waiting
DidIAskORNAH
Nevermind... I just had to log out of my account. ಠ‿ಠ
DidIAskORNAH
WATTPAD WON'T LET ME UPDATE DLM GUYS WHAT DO I DO. THE CHAPTER IS READY AND I'VE BEEN TRYING TO PUBLISH IT BUT IT JUST WON'T PUBLISH AHCAHISWJXOXBWOOEPENFIXIXHXUXBSKSNWBSDODN
DidIAskORNAH
Y'all, I just read the most unsettling piece of media ever... I think I'm traumatized cause what was the author thinking when they wrote it?! It had elements of cªnnibªlism, SA, Non-Con, traffic-ing, and overall it just really managed to unsettle me. I feel really creeped out rn, help... Whoever wrote that shi should feel ashamed of themselves. Genuinely the most horrific thing I've ever read, I couldn't even make it halfway. Need to go take a bath in holy water or saltwater or something... ತ_ತ