No1Insomnia

Idk if y'all know. But I'm not that big of a gamer despite being surrounded by videogame addicts. And recently... I think I'm succumbing to the addiction... because I've been playing this Roblox game Grow a Garden non-stop and I genuinely believe my dopamine levels for that god dang game ARE SKYROCKETING. I should be writing and feeding y'all chapters but instead I'm sleeping or playing that godforsaken game... please I need motivation to quit... Lmao. Anyway, why am I so active today?...

The rankings for Don't Love Me are picking up again. Why are so many people reading my book again? I'm suspicious (⁠눈⁠‸⁠눈⁠)

Bro, I'm binge reading Don't Love Me right now to make sure there aren't any plot holes for future chapters and— WHEN WERE YOU GUYS GONNA TELL ME THAT MY WRITING WAS SO BAD?! LIKE... It's not even bad in a writing standpoint, like the description and imagery is there. It's not disappointing or unreadable because of lack of emotion. BUT WHY ARE THE PARAGRAPHS SO LONG AND NOT SPACED OUT?! WHO LET ME GET AWAY WITH THAT? I fear all (most) of us writers have experienced that phase in our writing journey (the individually essay long paragraph phase) and I was no exception. I pray that I have improved since then in my reader's eyes. And there were so many typos oh my gwarrrrddd. I could go on and on with how bad it was yet equally exceptional. But I guess I can't focus on the pros of my old writing when the cons overshadowed all the good perks by a landslide. ARREST ME. Also, I kept switching up the names for characters. I went from, Jiu, to Minji, to Jiu again when I should've just stayed with one name. Eventually I picked Minji but it took WAYYY too long. Same with Bora's two names. And not to mention I kept re-using a lot of the same metaphors and some were particularly cringe. Made me physically recoil like: "I WROTE THAT?!" Ahhhh I'm dying. 

I updated... but now I REALLY AM taking a break. A long one.. .

I'm falling out of love with writing stories... might take a long break this summer.

Nevermind... I just had to log out of my account. ಠ⁠‿⁠ಠ

WATTPAD WON'T LET ME UPDATE DLM GUYS WHAT DO I DO. THE CHAPTER IS READY AND I'VE BEEN TRYING TO PUBLISH IT BUT IT JUST WON'T PUBLISH AHCAHISWJXOXBWOOEPENFIXIXHXUXBSKSNWBSDODN

Y'all, I just read the most unsettling piece of media ever... I think I'm traumatized cause what was the author thinking when they wrote it?! It had elements of cªnnibªlism, SA, Non-Con, traffic-ing, and overall it just really managed to unsettle me. I feel really creeped out rn, help... Whoever wrote that shi should feel ashamed of themselves. Genuinely the most horrific thing I've ever read, I couldn't even make it halfway. Need to go take a bath in holy water or saltwater or something... ತ⁠_⁠ತ

Happy Easter everyone! (If you celebrate it)

Help— I was just in a pool having the time of my life and then the kids in my neighborhood that I'm like the mother to, got in a fight and started pulling each other's hair IN THE POOL. THEY TRIED TO DROWN EACH OTHER AND I'M TRAUMATIZED. WHY ARE KIDS THESE DAYS SO VIOLENT...  (⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠)