Hey Chrisie Oppa,
I'm here to say that when you leave I'll miss you dearly. You're my big brother and I just need you... Sadly you're leaving... But, I know that wherever you are you'll do great!!! You're an amazing guy deep down and I know you'll do amazing things. Smile for me all you can, be happy. That's all I want for you, happiness and success. Gosh, just writing this is bringing me to tears. I honestly don't want you to go and leave. But, if this brings you happiness then go on. Please don't forget about me!!! I know you've been hurting and I'd ask you to stay but that'd be selfish on my part. Chris, back in January/February you took a piece of my heart with you. Keep it, maybe it can make you happy. I know that one day you'll find someone and make them really happy. And when you do, hold on to them, don't let them go. Chris, you made me realize a lot of things. Everything really is "temporary". But, I enjoyed talking to you a lot. You made me cry, laugh, lust, happy, upset, but most importantly you made me feel loved. You made sure that above all that I felt love. Back in January when we started talking you told me not to fall in love with you, but at one point I did. And you realized that. The time we stopped talking I was in tears. I wanted to talk to you so bad. You'd fixed me, broke me, and now you've fixed me again. Wherever you are remember "we lay under the same stars". We both know that I'm taller and scary!! And that you're lowkey a BTS member, hehe. Gosh Chrisie, you've changed so much and I'm so proud of you. Thank you for being the first one to always make me feel better. For letting me make you smile. Thank you for everything you've been to me. We've come a long way since January and I'm thankful for that. You'll always have a place in my heart. If you ever do come back, please say hi to me. I'm always going to worry about you. And I'll always love you. Although you're really flirty and scary at first, you're a huge softie. Gosh, I love you, bye