DiosangShangShang

HI, DIOSANGSHANGGGG!! i hope u are doing well ⊂⁠(⁠(⁠・⁠▽⁠・⁠)⁠)⁠⊃ miss u, girl!!! <<3

DIOSHANSHAAAANG NAALALA MO PA BA KOO HUHU TERIOUS IN THE HOUSE

hiluu

HENLO ATE SHANGY KO 

ate shanggyyyy

huhu, the mssg below reminded me of how kita nakilalaa 

Hi, everybody... or to nobody.
          
          No, scratch it.
          
          Hi, self.
          
          There. Much better.
          
          Uhmmm, I'm currently reading one of the books of Eros Atalia and the introduction says "kakambal na ng nagsusulat ang pagdududa sa mga sinusulat niya." This line actually hit me so hard. One of the reasons why I have never been able to finish my story is because I always doubt myself, my works, my capabilities, everything.
          
          Hindi ako makausad dahil mismong mga kadena sa utak ko ang pumipigil sa mga palad kong magpatuloy sa kwentong nasimulan.
          
          Now, I realized it is because I stopped reading for so long that my mind got confused. I lost my path, I lack guidance for years, I refrain from feeding my minds with narratives that would've helped me mold plots and break writer's block. 
          
          ... I don't know how to start over again.
          
          Probably, for now, I just have to bring back the old DiosangShangShang. The one who actually reads. The one who loves to gobble books and e-books. Probably... I just need to be a reader once again for me to start over as writer.
          
          The more you read, the more you write. Sandigan ng isang manunulat ang pagbabasa. Thus, I hope this message will remind myself to bring back my old self.
          
          I need her back. 

ate shangyyy !!!

padaan po

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