Dark and Morbid

Merry Christmas Eve!!

Hey....not gonna be on Wattpad for another bit because me being an absolute dumbass snuck out of my house last night for someone, and when I returned home, I got caught. Obviously, I'm grounded. For a while. Dunno how long, but I'm guessing a few weeks maybe even up to a month. I'll be sure to let everyone know. 
          
          Also, don't ever do something stupid like this. It's not worth it, trust me. You lose all your parents trust, and it's hard to earn that back. It's not worth to lose all your parents trust just for a boy. At least, that was my case. Whatever reason you may consider it now or in the future, I'm telling you it's not worth it. Don't do it. 
          
          I'll be back soon. Cya soon <3

Hey you guys, my sister, @Moondrops_ur_mom3 created herself a Wattpad account. She listed all the fandoms she'll be writing in, including Reverse Falls! She'd appreciate if you give her a follow and check out her stories when they are published. Have a good day/evening/night lovelies! <3

Listening to a slowed In the rain song. . . 
          https://youtu.be/_N14J_4QGPo
          Meanwhile, writing a heartbreak that's even making me feel a bit heartbroken. :(
          As authors, we're not only hurting our characters but hurting ourselves :(

Update on Murder Isn't a Sin coming either tomorrow or the day after! :D

I'm going to give you some LGBT+ characters in Reverse Falls next generation! Just because I've been wanting to have characters in LGBT+ and I really hope you like the characters in this story! So far I've given you guys a gay, bisexual and pansexual character. :)

I thought of writing a next generation Reverse Falls story. What would you guys think?

Not only am I stressed with finals coming up after spring break, but my mom has a seizure and heart attack yesterday, going to the hospital and apparently falling into a coma. She has had kidney and heart failure that runs through the women in my family. And to top that off, she has brain damage from her past few strokes. 
          
          March 3rd was the anniversary of my best friend, Branden's, death and it was a very hard day for me, as well as wrapping up this month of remembering the pain I had to go through as well as my friends. My new boyfriend, Tom, has been going through some issues with his parents and taking it out on me in a way. I just miss my best friend, I want to be there for my boyfriend but theres nothing I can do, and my I'm afraid my mom is dying in front of me as well and obviously I can't do anything about it. 
          
          To top all this off, a close friend of mine, Richie, decided to take away his own life just last weekend because he missed Branden, his brother, and dad. I can't imagine what his mother is going through, losing both her children, and husband. But what shocks me the most, is that I didn't see it coming. No signs, no hidden messages, nothing. Just a note and a, "Love you and I'm sorry." and a voicemail from him saying all that he could to me.
          
          Writing songs has been my cope, and I'm trying to start wring on here again. But y'know how life is.
          
          Love you all, and have a wonderful day/night/evening! <3

I want to give my special thanks to my friend @Kaori-_-Miyazono for making a spotify playlist for my story, Murder isn't a Sin. Love the playlist and her/him/them (Sorry Kaori! I don't know what exactly your pronouns are) so much! Be sure to check out their stories, they are soooo good. Most of her books have gotten me and the edge of my sleep, and up to 3 A.M reading! Again, thank you Kaori for releasing this playlist for me! Absolutely obsessed with it! <3
          
          Give this wonderful person a follow and some votes!
          
          Here's the playlist! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4n3HyYLz93XBL1kP7mhNyK

Question for all of you. What would you like updated? I have been very busy with school, family, and friend stuff. It was also my birthday on January 20th. I'm finally 17. Anyways, I have been working on my long oneshot that is taking longer than expected, I wrote some in Aren't we all A Little Lost? and Murder isn't A Sin. 
          
          But what do you guys want updated the most?