Hey cupcakes, im sorry i havent updated anything in months....iv been more depressed than usually. It sucks to find out how little ur "friends" actually care and to realize that im truely worthless. And as hard as i have tried to be optimistic, it hasnt been working. Im done with always caring about others when they could careless about me. Im done with being the first person to ask if they r okay. So much for always being the happy person. Anyways, im sorry to bother u guys, but i just needed to let u know why i havent updated. I love u all alot. Thanks for following me, even though i have neglected to update. Lots of love. Stay safe.xxx