The Sad Girl

I'm leaving.
          
          I don't want to be living this sad life anymore.
          
          I thought I was finally starting to feel again,
          
          I thought maybe this time I found my therapy
          
          But it's the same. 
          
          I don't want to be living when I'm already dead on the inside.
          
          I thought I was beginning to gain happiness- something I've never felt.
          
          But then school came around. 
          
          The bullying is even worse this year.
          
          I can't do this anymore.
          
          I can't walk around acting like I'm fine when nobody is buying it anyways.
          
          So dear wattpad and my very few followers, 
          
          This is my goodbye to you.
          
          Thank you for supporting me,
          
          But unfortunately this is where I leave the picture.
          
          Suicide is something nobody ever wants to talk about.
          
          "She just took the easy way out!"
          
          "He just wanted the attention."
          
          Well you know what, FUCK YOURSELF!
          
          It's not rainbows and butterflies when you kill yourself. 
          
          It's like going through your own hell.
          
          Maybe instead you should realize that the people who have done this... 
          
          Their lives were so bad that they decided ending it would be better.
          
          So don't go around judging others when you don't even know their stories'.
          
          I've shared some of mine but... All that's left to say is-
          
          Goodbye cold, cruel world. You won't be missed at all.

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