it is really, really hard to see people getting back to high school life (prom, graduation) knowing I will never get those last two years of high school back and feeling like I lost out on some extremely formative and exciting things. I was so excited for grade 12 and instead it feels like it barely happened. Some of my friends who are just a year younger than me or ones that stayed back for another year are getting all of these things that my year could not have. I’m happy for them but it’s extremely bittersweet. I guess I just didn’t expect to see it return to “normal” so quickly :/