Diskidisgoofy

Hey guys I just wanted to let you all know I’m taking a break from wattpad. No one really talks to me anymore and I don’t even read on here anymore I’ve started reading on kindle but if you would like to chat here’s my Pinterest: https://pin.it/2m8j3FfBD

Diskidisgoofy

I hate being a girl

Diskidisgoofy

Ik and one guy said he was disgusted but my friend next to me was wearing a tube top and short shorts like bruh
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M00nL1ghtFl0wer

@Diskidisgoofy bruh
            literally its so stupid cuz men can go outside shirtless and its "normal", then a girl goes outside shirtless and she gets arrested :T
            like big deal that women have slabs of meat on their chest, its rlly only weird if u make it weird
            like its so sad that boobs r sexualized and that womens bodies r sexualized 
            its NOT that big of a deal if a woman shows her legs or her stomach or her arms or her shoulder or blabalablbalbla
            i wish ppl werent so creepy </3
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Diskidisgoofy

I literally was getting made fun of for “showing too much skin” I was wearing a tank top and some jeans
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Diskidisgoofy

So there is something I would like to share that not a lot of people know about and I feel like I need to finally open up about this. So right before Covid hit my my little sister was diagnosed with leukemia at 2 and I was only 7 years old at the time so I had no idea what was happening. I also had a little brother who wasn’t even a year old. So I never understood why my parents never hung out with me, never payed any attention to me, never acknowledged me, etc. so I was confused and I was left alone a lot and quickly realized that I was on my own. And mind you I was 7 when all of this happened. So I grew up faster than I should have. But another thing was and I haven’t even told my ex-best friend this and she knew pretty much everything about me. I was sexually assaulted by my own father. At the age of 7-12. And I never spoke up about it till last year when I finally told my mom when she went to drop me off at my dad’s. This was the summer after 6th grade. I now permanently live with my mom. And I will forever have a fear of men except for every one on my mom’s side and the people on here have forever earned my trust. But not only that but even though I permanently live with my mom both my siblings get more attention because they’re younger. And I totally get that and I don’t mind but I’m glad my mom finally recognized what I was going through and did something abt it. I’m saying this because I trust you all and if something similar is happening or has happened to you I just want you to know that you’re always safe to talk to me and never be afraid to talk to me and that I love you all <33

Diskidisgoofy

Thank you and I’m always here if you need someone to talk to as well <3
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MeNtAlLy______uNwElL

@Diskidisgoofy I love you so so much 
            I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that
            You were one of my first friends on here and I treasure you so so much!
            I know it’s different but when I was five my dad was diagnosed with cancer
            The doctors said he had at most five years to live but he made it ten he died last August 
            This all caused me to grow up way to fast and to only really relay on myself 
            I’ve been trying to start accepting help from others now though 
            
            I love you so so so much and if you ever need anyone to talk to I’m here
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Diskidisgoofy

I’m scared.. 
          
          Just of myself

BananaHeartDude

@Diskidisgoofy oh, I'm sorry you're having a hard time falling asleep. And that totally makes sense. I'm glad you are okay, and I hope you get better sleep soon ❤️
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Diskidisgoofy

I’m okay I promise it’s just when I stay up late I get into my own head ALOT and I have a lot of trouble sleeping because of some stuff so I just tend to get caught up into my head.
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BananaHeartDude

@Diskidisgoofy do you wanna talk about it? ❤️
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