DiupDiup

Should I buy testosterone online, bc my mum said that I'm not allowed to get it until I'm eighteen and I feel like being a little bitch tbh, also voice dysphoria lol

Nsjdjfjduudidjfjfj

@DiupDiup yeah I feel like as long as you're not so dysphoric that you'd want to hurt yourself I'd wait at least until you're sixteen but that's just my opinion
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DiupDiup

@Nsjdjfjduudidjfjfj ty, but yeah, I'm thirteen, and I'm planning on buying when I'm fourteen, I want to schedule an appointment with a doctor to ask if they can help me with this to make sure that the hrt doesn't have any bad side effects other than the usual, but I can't get it from a doctor because I'd be on the waiting list for at least five years, probably more considering my age
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DiupDiup

Yeah she's transphobic, but only towards me, and she said she could help me get the surgery because she gets how annoying it's can be, but she told me that I should never ever get hormones and it's just like, if I don't get those that's an issue actually, and I can't tell my therapist because she'll tell my mum 
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Heygivemehnames

I don't remember if i asked you but..
          
          Happy belated/advanced happy birthday!!!(Stay alive please! Dont die please!!)

Heygivemehnames

@DiupDiup(i crossed some boundaries in the first reply sorry..)
            Thank you, you truly are one of the kindest souls.
            I hope that life become bright and happy for you.
            And if ever it grows dim.. just know we can listen(dont trust me to be there though.. as much as id like to say i would(its not that i dont care.. its just that ive been absent a lot due to not using this app as much.. we care about you.)Im probably not gonna be there due to the fact i dont use this app as much. But.. theres millions who will be. We love(platonically) you and we support you whatever it may be)
            Stay safe and may whatever god(or may fate if you don't believe in one) look upon you kindly and treat you with as much care you should be treated with(no im not saying you are fragile, im saying that you deserve to be loved and treated kindly).
            Live life with love.
            And once again.. thank you for being there for asylum
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DiupDiup

@Heygivemehnames it's really no problem, I like helping people, and I'm glad I met Asylum, even if the circumstances were bad. I hope you're doing good! <3
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Heygivemehnames

@DiupDiup no reason to thank me. Ive been gone too long.
            To be honest, i should thank you.
            You were there for asylum when i wasnt(i probably caused that to happen to her, i don't remember being at all a nice person during those years). If it weren't for you, they.. probably wouldn't be here anymore so thank you thank you very much.
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DiupDiup

Should I buy testosterone online, bc my mum said that I'm not allowed to get it until I'm eighteen and I feel like being a little bitch tbh, also voice dysphoria lol

Nsjdjfjduudidjfjfj

@DiupDiup yeah I feel like as long as you're not so dysphoric that you'd want to hurt yourself I'd wait at least until you're sixteen but that's just my opinion
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DiupDiup

@Nsjdjfjduudidjfjfj ty, but yeah, I'm thirteen, and I'm planning on buying when I'm fourteen, I want to schedule an appointment with a doctor to ask if they can help me with this to make sure that the hrt doesn't have any bad side effects other than the usual, but I can't get it from a doctor because I'd be on the waiting list for at least five years, probably more considering my age
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DiupDiup

Yeah she's transphobic, but only towards me, and she said she could help me get the surgery because she gets how annoying it's can be, but she told me that I should never ever get hormones and it's just like, if I don't get those that's an issue actually, and I can't tell my therapist because she'll tell my mum 
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DiupDiup

Ya'll, just remembered smth sorta funny, so, this guy in my class, went out of his way to find me and call me the f slur, so I called him the n slur, even though while I'm not black, I'm also not white, and then this one guy started filming me lmao

DiupDiup

@PedroPablo184 Nos somos amigos, entón es mui normal entre nós
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DiupDiup

@PedroPablo184 why would I tell you where I live?
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PedroPablo184

@ DiupDiup  Cálla en vivo
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DiupDiup

I feel like 'guise' is a word, I feel it etched into my bones
          
          On another note, I'm in an R&B with only one room and two beds, so I'm staying with my grandma and it's really awkward because it's the middle of the night and I'm on my phone

DiupDiup

@DiupDiup thx, I should know this, I'm taking AP English, what the heck
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randxmrosegarden15

@doorknobhater @DiupDiup Basically when people say someone has been using a disguise they could say " ——— has been under a guise this entire time!"
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doorknobhater

@DiupDiup guise is a word yeah it means an external form, appearance, or manner of presentation, typically concealing true intentions
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DiupDiup

why did I just do genuine calculations about how long it would take to read this book I got, bc I just went
          
          so there's about 450 pages, I'm estimating that each page has about 80 words, so 80 multiplied by 400 is 32,000, then 50 times 80 is 4,000, so then there's roughly 36,000 words, which take an approximate of 3-4 hours for me to read
          
          I legit just went full nerd-ass hoe on this one lmao