DivingKelpie

I published the oneshot I worked on over the past days, it's in my Bonedo Oneshot book~
          As I already announced it does contain smut, but it's mainly just pretty fluffy as always hehe♡

Sooo.. I'm done writing my smut one-shit (that was a typo but I'll keep it)
          
          I wrote it one go, last night, until past 3 am... now I need to open my draft to revise and edit it, but I'm suddenly scared of my own writing ahshsjajsjs

Ya'll ignore I just published that, it doesn't even have it's final title yet ㅠㅠ
          Buut, yeah, I said I was gonna write smut so I'm trying atm~ I'll publish it as soon as I'm done (before I get the change to just delete everything again out of embarrassment...)
          Welp, I should really go back to using another app for writing, I keep accidentally publishing my drafts *sigh*
          

I didn’t mean to publish 2 chapters at once, I' not done with reviewing 7 yet ㅠㅠ
          Sorryy, this happens to me all the time... but chapter 6 us up!
          
          Also, if you have the time please collect rubies in the Higher app for the Inkigayo live voting on Sunday♡♡ I want to see mc Woon hand that trophy to his members :(

I have a kinda random question (actually not that random 'cause it's for something I might write):
          Between Sungho and Woonhak, who would ya'll think is top and who bottom? Not necessarily in a sexual way, also just dynamic-wise :)
          
          Also, I published a chapter of "Step by Step" today!^^

The first chapter of my Sanhak story is out!^^
          
          And happy 3rd Bonekdo anniversary to all my fellow Onedoors ♡♡

I'm so conflicted about whether to write smut... I believe that I COULD, but I don't know if I SHOULD ㅠㅠ
          I've never tried before, so I probably suck at it—plus I'm an absolute soft stan at heart :,)
          And so far all of my stories have only been pretty innocent... but I kinda wanna try. I dunno -.-

I kinda have a problem ㅠㅠ
          
          First of all I'm so busy atm that it's stressing me out.. Later this week are 2 of my written final exams and I also need to take of terminating our lease agreement, wifi contract, electricity etc which is literally the WORST timing right now because I'm so busy with finishing school -.-
          Buut, that's not the problem I wanted to talk about, that one is about step by step (the sanhak fic I'm currently writing). I started working on it over the past weeks and squeezed in some writing whenever I had the time and motivation. But this weekend I roughly re-read everything that I've written so far (which is around 20k words) and I realised that it's turning out completely different than I originally planned. Now I feel like it's too messy and the structure is kinda bad :,)
          The vibe is also not turning out the way I wanted it to...
          But now it's too late to restart and even tho I feel like I messed up a little, I put so much time into it... so I'll just keep writing the story as it is now. I hope it will be okay.
          And I will still publish the first chapter soon, like I said!
          Idk how much writing I can do in the near future tho, and how regular my updates will be, but I will try my best to keep them as consistent as possible :)

I feel like my writing absolutely sucks lately, help :,)
          But I still decided to release the Sanhakwe story earlier than originally planned — on May 30th instead of June 8th^^ of course the release of their first full album is very significant, but their anniversary feels like a nicer date to publish the first chapter, so that's what I'm gonna do now :)
          I'm honestly kinda scared, but I also can't wait to see what people will think about it♡
          

I need a two hour long movie and a full length fanfiction of BoyNextDoor's  "Finding HOME" film RIGHT NOW
          It's so beautiful and the emotional lore is perfect, I love it so much ㅠㅠ I'm stunned, wow :,)