=Late Night Angst Post=
Is it wrong to want to have a lover..?
I want somebody to hold me at night by my waist,laying next to me,whispering the sweetest things to me,telling me every single day I'm perfect.To have somebody to hold me while I cry into there shoulder and tell them my problems,I just want somebody to hold me..make my nights peaceful,to make my days bright,is that too much to ask for...?
I see everyday my friends and family say that "Love will come...just wait..." I'm so tired of waiting..and dreaming...wishing...I'm starting to think that love isn't real.
Somebody once told me that love is only somebody you feel a special bond with that holds you so tightly that the wind of your pain fades.If that's that case..I don't know if it'll happen,I've had my heartbroken so many times that it hurts too much to even get out if bed,sometimes I just wanna curl up in a ball a just wait for the warm hold of my lover to block out my dark thoughts and mind,so feel their soft lips on mine..their touch,voice..and even their smell..calms me... .
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Maybe I'm just met to dream...and never wake up.
