DmelodyW

New obsession unlocked
          	Osora <3

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I don’t wanna be annoying and announce too much or anything 
          But is this a good description for a Wendigo?
          It’s for a story;
          
          “A Wendigo’s skin was an ash gray, with black fur peeling off, it’s body thin, ribs pressing against the skin, mist around its body. It had hooves on it’s hind legs and long black talons on it’s front hands. The head of the Wendigo was that of a Stag’s skull, with large antlers, a green smoke emitted from its empty eye sockets.
          The Wendigo was tall, leaning over, it’s spine stretching against the tight skin. Even leaning over, its antlers brushed the leaves of the tree’s above.”

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I’m dreading going to sleep
          Cause if I go to sleep
          I’ll wake up 
          And then I’ll have to go to school
          But I barely want to move
          Everything hurts
          I’m hungry just don’t have the energy to eat anything 
          
          I guess I was kinda happy about my Chuuya cosplay, for Halloween, if anyone else still celebrates that
          But then I got rly sad bc since my gf is supposed to be Dazai but I’m not sure if we’ll be able to do that
          And now all the emotion has warn off and I’m feeling nothing

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this message may be offensive 
My gf just canceled out date after not showing up for an hour
          I get her reason, but it’s still sad, cause like, we haven’t hung out in two weeks and she’s my gf
          Idk
          It’s sad and I just feel like bed rotting rn
          She and writing are the only things that really bring me any real joy anymore and I thought that going on a date would give me some energy for this week but I guess I’ll have to go another week without seeing her again
          … 
          Fuck
          I’m starting to cry 
          Idk
          I’ll start posting part 2 of It’s Only Love; Nobody Dies tomorrow

DmelodyW

Omg!!
          Book idea!!
          Gay romance, one character is like an angel like character who is kind of insane and yandere and the other character is the only person who can keep them calm 
          Then the other person is really chill about the insane guy killing for him but gets super flustered when they even whole hands and all his friends and his dad are trying to get him to stay away from the guy but he’s like “wtf guys, he kills FOR me, he wouldn’t hurt me.”
          And their all like: “WTF my dude!!! He KILLS!!! Why does it matter that he wouldn’t hurt you!?!?”

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I have never regretted starving myself more 
          Tw: eating problems
          
          I few months ago I tried to starve myself for like, 2 weeks to a month. Then I realized it sucked and I stopped. Now, months later I’m still not able to eat normally
          I can barely finish a meal. For example, I haven’t eaten all day yet, I’m about to get on a five hour flight and it’s going to be 6 at night when I land and I’m unable to finish the food in front of me
          I’ve had two bites of bacon and nothing more and I’m not able to eat any more
          I regret my attempted starving so much, pls, anyone who’s considering it, don’t!

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Then my mom gets annoyed cause I’m on my phone, I put it down and got up from the table and put my dishes on the counter and then I walked back and grabbed my phone and book and was like.
          Me- “Okay, I’m going to my room.”
          Then my mom starts talking really annoyed or whatever, I legit can’t remember what she said… I should really get that memory checked out…
          But anyway. Then I start walking to the kitchen to set my glass down, which usually I just leave it on the table and she shouts.
          Mom- “Ay! Don’t leave when I’m talking to you!”
          So I stop. And then she starts again and I mumbled
          Me- “You said Ay before I started moving”
          And she goes.
          Mom- “No! I did not! Cause then I wouldn’t have known that you were planning to leave!”
          Me- “I was just going to set my glass down…”
          Mom- “You can wait!”
          Me- “So you want me to just drop it?” (I was kinda annoyed at this point)
          Mom- “No! Just set it back down! usually you just leave it to me-”
          Me- “And I was planning to put it on the counter this time! But I’m just going to set it down!” 
          So I set it on the dining table and go to my room…
          I’m so over sensitive, like, why do I care??? People have it worse, I’m just arguing wth my mom and feel like crying rn

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I can’t take it rn
          My mom is so fricking annoying 
          Why does she need these answers???
          It’s like
          Me- (trying to make humor out of my memory problem) “I can’t really remember stuff easily so it’s kinda annoying when I have to write about stuff in LA”
          Mom- (taking it seriously and trying to play therapist) “Why do you think that is???”
          Me- “… I don’t know?”
          Mom- “Well really think about it.”
          Me- “I don’t know, okay?”
          Mom- “I’m just trying to help.”
          Me- “Well I don’t really know, okay?