Dragon_Fool
Hey! it's been a while, hope your doing good!
Have a good day
- Your friend, Fool
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Wattpad just gave me the biggest heart attack by making me think my queerplatonic OC fanfic drafts were published
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Done with highschool today! I'll be graduating with honors soon. Time goes by so fast
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@xiaomoncrush Thank you so much! I'm glad you like it!!
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How would you guys feel if I wrote a book in this style?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxMcos6Y6KE
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I default to writing stories about trauma in my creative writing class because it’s what I know. It’s what I can trust to fall back on when my grade is dependent on such a thing. If I had the choice to write without any penalty, I would still write about trauma. Just in the form of people already recovering or mostly recovered from it, odds are. That’s an inherent part of who I am, but I’m kind of exhausted with writing sob stories that other people are inspired by. Part of me just wants to show the world the kinds of stuff I write intimately, about tired people recovered from awful environments being clumsy and kind of dumb sometimes, and just seeing their lover and tripping while they gawk in simple morning bliss.
Those stories take far more dedication for me to see through, though.
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@Wow-Its-Sunny I already have a therapist! Have had him for awhile now, on my own terms. This is college luckily (I take college classes alongside my highschool ones!), and you can write freely about a lot more things. My last series of personal essays for a different writing class was about my trauma and the gradual recovery from it!
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Some of the most bitter work and pain comes from making your own life better and less difficult later down the line.
You have to be honest with yourself, gentle towards yourself, encouraging, sincere, and so much more just to build a better version of you. To be the version who is able to be there for yourself and others in a way that you cannot currently be.
That hurts so much when you aren't in a good place already.
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I recently went on a camping trip where I found a poem book in a really queer-friendly area, and I’ve been opening it to random pages again and again every day to see what it has to say. Every page feels so personal and relatable.
Today it was
“You just have to surround yourself with people who have the same heart as you.”
I recently had an epiphany of sorts in that small town.
I’m miserable here.
The happiness I felt picturing a life and feeling the absolute acceptance I felt there cannot hold a candle to the sheer suckiness of the judgment and bigotry I feel here living with my rapist, and I want out. Even a bad life out there is better than a half-decent life stuck here with him and the callousness of this bullshity bible belt
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@DocDocDetestable no worries, and thank YOU this made me so happy! I’ve always felt like it doesn’t hurt at all to just be nice, at my lowest times I’ve always been grateful to those who’ve be en kind to me and support me, and I try to do that for others too because it’s so simple but makes a huge difference, doesn’t matter if ik irl or not hehe :) and I’m glad you feel better now. Hope life is treating you well!
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@CrispyCreamTaco Hey! I didn't read this until recently due to focusing more on my college and playing more videogames, but this really helped me to read! Thanks for always being such a supportive person online! It takes a lot of goodness to remains a good person, even when you're freely anonymous! You make the world a better place, and I'm glad to have hope and faith in others still because of that sort of unrelenting kindness!
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@DocDocDetestable I’m so sorry that happened to you, it’s so heartbreaking that some people get so upset with other people just wanting to be themselves :( and to go to the extent of SA is just so so so horrible and downright disgusting, I can’t imagine what you must’ve gone through. I hope you’re doing better now and that one day you get to your safe place- you’re not at all selfish for wanting to be happy and feel accepted. And I know the world sucks but just remember that there are people in this world for whom you matter so much, be brave for them and most importantly yourself, and hopefully you’ll find yourself truly happy and in a safe environment in the coming future <3
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Kel is such a homiesexual
daisiesgrace_
Hello, I'm sorry for disturbing you but I'd like to recommend you this amazing poem book written by my friend! :)
Hope you have a great day!
https://www.wattpad.com/story/345881220?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=lowkey_flynn&wp_originator=5Y2LBrkelNclPzMK5OvYROnm3zBt0pz8GjEHOwcWzhHUUsw8yAJcOguguE1Tl1qf2FjEBTUzKG27FUqcMsmXjG2D3gmIsBjBAWUUNUHEMOvLOIvKQtZbqDd%2FBlR7PpD8
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@daisiesgrace_ Oh cool, I haven't seen that one before! I'll check it out!! Thanks for the vibe!! >:3