DogWitch

I am officially quitting wattpad I haven't even opened it in months. I updated my pronouns so you can still refer to me properly but that's it. I've moved on to Ao3.

ThatOneWeirdBeing

@DogWitch Oh nuhh! Ao3 is kidnapping everyoneeee
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DogWitch

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I did something incredibly stupid today. I had a friend over but we went to the library first with my mom and sisters. Me and her are looking around the teen section talking about a lot of serious stuff. ie; My !mental health, us finding out we're both lesbian,(didn't know because we haven't seen each other in months) and why anime is superior to tv sitcoms. When I find a really cute graphic novel about two older lady's meeting at a bingo place and falling in love. The cover has them both in wedding dresses and their surrounded in rainbows and the little bingo balls. We get in the car. My mom asked what books I got and I show her them but once I get to  bingo love (that's what its called) she saws, your father wouldn't like you reading that.  I immediately responded with What why not? Is it because its two women?! She says no takes the book and hides it somewhere. Later after my friend leaves and we have dinner I ask her again why I couldn't read it. She said that" its Romance and I don't want you to be reading about romance and sex. You are 11!" She goes back to play candy crush on her phone while I tell her its about wholesome granny's playing bingo and being in love. After a few minutes of silence I blurt out that I like girls like a fucking idiot. She told me it doesn't matter because I'm still her baby girl. She THEN tells me that I'm too young to really know anything so it doesn't matter...
          
          
          
          ARGH! WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO EXIST AT THIS POINT!

Annabeth72

@DogWitch Yeha that’s good man!
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DogWitch

@Annabeth72 I don't think anything he has done to me counts as physical abuse so I'm most likely going to have to wait until I move out. But hey, at least I trust my mother slightly more after I have confirmed I AM NOT going to an anti-gay camp so that's good at least!  :-)
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Annabeth72

@DogWitch I’m so sorry for responding late and I’m very sore that I don’t know how to help but if either done of them ever begin to physically abuse you just know that there are easily accessible hotlines that can help. Stay safe and I hope they realize their mistakes and apologize!!
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DogWitch

I was a gay disaster at the beach today. And just now at 2:00 am I'm realizing it. Quick backstory I live in Rochester New York which is home to one of the finger lakes (One of Americas most used sources of water I think) and once in a while during the summer my mom will take me and my sisters to the beach part. And today she had the day off and the weather was nice so around 10 we left the house and arrived around 11, a swam for a bit acting like a three year old in the water as I saw a girl who looked around my age start to get in the water. Let me tell you she was beautiful, with her freckles and red hair and light blue and white plaid bathing suit with little red ruffle ribbon on the strap that goes on the arm part of the bathing suit and her pretty green eyes that looked like they were emeralds stolen from a sunken pirate treasure wreck... I do what I do best which is tell my sister a secret then immediately regret it, so I tell her that I am planning to tell "Random Girl" that I think she is pretty. (But I had to keep specifying that I didn't think of in a  way) I start to slowly swim over to her before I realize her dad is in the water also. I didn't want to say that I think that she is pretty in front of her dad! Anna the sister that I told found a bunch of little sea shell things underwater while I was going back and forth in my mind about going over and talking, so she starts handing the sea shells to me saying that she will only stop when I tell RG (Random Girl I think she's pretty) so long story short right before we leave the beach because its been three hours I force Anna to tell RG while I just stand in the background. I left that beach with 62 sea shells and a face as red as my favorite brand of hot sauce. Is this an irl crush? Because I didn't even talk to her at all, but I felt fuzzy and weird while I was within 12 feet of her. WHAT IS THIS FEELING THAT I'M NOW FEELING AGAIN BECAUSE I'M THINKING OF HER?! I should have talked to her... Why!  : ‹

DogWitch

@Alt_pan_Queen She ended up being in my dream last night. I imagine she is the type that reads old books like the classics. (Think of little women, Anne of green gables, secret garden and Shakespeare)
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Alt_pan_Queen

@DogWitch I'm at the beach too and I'm also being a gay disaster your not alone 
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DogWitch

I posted the first chapter of girls night on fanfiction.net last night so it would be nice if some people could check it out. Believe it or not there are a lot of fics that come up before that so you should search "Girls Night Kiribaku"

Strang3kid0

Hey I just wanna know how old are you in tour bio you said you were 11 but how old are you now

Strang3kid0

Oh so we the same age that is nice
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DogWitch

@SIMP-FOR-LIFE I am still 11 going on 12 in October everything else in my profile description thing is the same. Except I should add the fact that Wolfstar is a new otp ship.
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