Dogmastah67

I am leaving Wattpad this account is going to be inactive I just need time to focus on my life and all the lies that I have said are just tearing me down I'm sorry guys I'm really really sorry and I apologize...there will be no more of Wolf here...im so sorry 
          	I'll see you someday I hope 
          	Love you guys 
          	-Wolf xoxo

Dogmastah67

I am leaving Wattpad this account is going to be inactive I just need time to focus on my life and all the lies that I have said are just tearing me down I'm sorry guys I'm really really sorry and I apologize...there will be no more of Wolf here...im so sorry 
          I'll see you someday I hope 
          Love you guys 
          -Wolf xoxo

Dogmastah67

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One of my horses passed away today 
          His name was Admiral..because of cancer he has been battling for a good year and today he finnally passed 
          
          
          Ad was a rodeo horse he was sold to me with 10 cuts on his face and was clearly abused.blind from his rigth eye 
          The guy who sold him to me said he was selling him because Admiral dis not try to buck him off and he always used his own horses who were Admiral and afew others
          When i got him he was clearly scared and got scared of everything 
          
          About a month after we got him he started showing his true self
          Calm 
          Energetic 
          
          And many many more
          He became a great riding horse for kids who never rode a horse beforr and was loved by everyone 
          We had him for 5 years before he got cancer and died a year later after a long and hard battle that he was trying to survive 
          He got weaker and weaker every day but was still joyful and brougtb a smile to everyones faces 
          
          It sadly had to end today june second 2018 after a long battle he passed away at 5:40 his head in my lap as i was talking to him saying 
          "You can go whenever you want i kbow its been hard and you can always figth but i love you much" and he eventually passed away slowly me saying the last words he probably heard "just go...i love you Ad" 
          
          I miss him so much
          Hes still a part of me tho 
          Everyone who said a simple hello and pat and everyone who rode him also knew him miss him so so so much 
          This is just devastating for me.....its hard to lose the horse youve had for 6 years of your life and today was the finale day 
          God just loves him more i guess 
          But i love him more 
          
          Im probably not going to update until i feel better 
          But for now im just going to eat my feelings away while watching old videos of us and watching lego ninjago and stranger things and sad movies and listening to my sad songs and just being depressed as fuck 
          
          
          
          
          R.I.P 
          Admiral 
          Will forever and always be a part of me 
          Best friends of all 
          2012-2018 
          "I love you Ad for ever and always"

Dogmastah67

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Today i fell off a horse for the first time with this one horse  while i was doing reinning with my 10 year old black quater gelding Mat 
          Yay 
          But lucky i did not get hurt to bad i only have some scrapes and bruses nothing sith my head i was wearing a helmet because im a chiken 
          But i was like 'ehhh fuck mah health im riding today rather you like it or not bitch'so i got back on and kept on riding 
          Plus with a sinus infection xD 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          It all happend within 10 minutes

Dogmastah67

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First things first 
          The Royal wedding made me cry 
          Second
          I have a sinus infection and its been going on for a week and i just went to the hospital and since its so bad i have a ton of meds and shit to put up my nose and cream for the dry skin around my nose and lots and lots of tissue boxes 
          
          Life is HELL sometimes but congrats to Prince Harry and Meghan

Dogmastah67

Why did you leave......
          Look at what you did...
          Im not sleeping like i used to with you...
          Im paranoid that no one will save me....
          You broke me...
          First cut:worthless....
          Second cut:he left ...
          Third cut:no one cares... 
          Fourth cut:im never getting over it... 
          Fifth cut:help me....
          Sixth cut: im breaking inside...
          Seventh cut: I lost my only friend...
          Eigth cut: i cant even list how much they have said about me...
          I just want my cuddle buddy,my first and only friend, my dog.....
          I cant live without you Shadow.......
          Take me......NOW 
          Dont worry about me you cannot helo my sadness.....