So, I moved a week ago, across state lines. I now live with my grandparents, temporarily. I am waiting for my background check to go through before I can start working and find my own place. I will be working with women aged 14-25 who have intellectual and developmental disabilities. I did similar work in my previous state, so I am just waiting for the all clear. I can't get vacation time for the first 90 days of working for this company, so I am missing Christmas with my parents and siblings for the first time ever. Really feeling the depression and anxiety right now. The only thing kind of helping is working on my t-shirt quilt that I was supposed to have done by my highschool graduation with the help of my mom, but it never happened, while listening to the second book in the Sons of Scandal book series by Becky Wade. They are clean romance books about brothers who were results of scandals, hence the series name. Look them up if you want to read/listen to a fun, clean romance that is set in the US.