DogqueenM

Sooooo... hi. I haven't been posting much. Or been on Wattpad much at all. And I'm sorry. But I think I've figured out why. So I'm depressed. I'm very open about it. I have realised that I first started reading on Wattpad when I was sad all the time. It gave me an escape that regular books just weren't doing. I wanted characters I already knew but a different story, and this is the perfect place for that. As I went from sad all the time to sad and numb, I created this account and started posting. I posted more when I was numb and less when I was sad. I seem to be overcoming my depression now, still having days when I'm sad and numb but also days when I'm actually, truly, genuinely happy. Which means I don't go on Wattpad very much. I will try to post more. Where I live, things have just started opening up and I'm going back to school tomorrow, so I'll have less time to post. On the flip side, the people at school make me sad, so I might post more. We'll just have to see. Sorry if this is really long. Most people probably didn't read this far, but if you did, thank you. I will try to get something out in the next two weeks. I promise.

DogqueenM

Sooooo... hi. I haven't been posting much. Or been on Wattpad much at all. And I'm sorry. But I think I've figured out why. So I'm depressed. I'm very open about it. I have realised that I first started reading on Wattpad when I was sad all the time. It gave me an escape that regular books just weren't doing. I wanted characters I already knew but a different story, and this is the perfect place for that. As I went from sad all the time to sad and numb, I created this account and started posting. I posted more when I was numb and less when I was sad. I seem to be overcoming my depression now, still having days when I'm sad and numb but also days when I'm actually, truly, genuinely happy. Which means I don't go on Wattpad very much. I will try to post more. Where I live, things have just started opening up and I'm going back to school tomorrow, so I'll have less time to post. On the flip side, the people at school make me sad, so I might post more. We'll just have to see. Sorry if this is really long. Most people probably didn't read this far, but if you did, thank you. I will try to get something out in the next two weeks. I promise.

DogqueenM

yall, i've been depressed for a few years due to social isolation and loneliness. i also started being really cold... all the time... for no reason... around the same time... according to google our emotions can sometimes turn physical (idk if that makes sense)... welp, thats one problem solved

DogqueenM

"Sleep problems are particularly common in patients with anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, and attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)." Hey, wait a minute! I'm depressed, anxious and I have ADHD! Maybe that's why I haven't had a good nights sleep in over 3 years and I haven't been not tired in god knows how long before that!