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You know I'm kinda tempted to change my username, I just don't feel very connected to DollVernZ, haven't really actually, it was thought of on the spot. And I already have a new user in mind, one that isn't being used. The Z is staying of course.

Guess who was just hit with a load of inspiration :D
          
          I Was!!!
          
          Guess you can say
          
          It ReBound back to me :333

I think I need a lucky rabbit's paw or lucky penny with how much bad luck keeps befalling me. 
          
           I bit the inside of my mouth, now there's a small injury in my mouth that's making it hard to drink, eat, and talk. That and I've been nervously biting at my lips so put sore lips on top of that small mouth injury!
          
          And anzjcjdl- I just have not had the best of times these past few months and November has barely just begun-
          
           And writers block and art block is hitting me like a train- hhhhh, trying to just push through it and do what I've been wanting to do.
          
           Anyways this was also a 'Yo, I'm alive' as well. I'm still feeling unwell but I think I'm getting better! Thank goodness!

Okay so, It's very likely that I won't be finishing the prompts this month as I am behind, and I do not wish to rush them.
          
           There are also many reasons why I fell so behind, October was/is just not my month it appears. A lot of things have been happening. Been feeling overly stressed out for reasons I wish not to talk about.
          
           And my will to write keeps coming and going, I get it back and try to write then suddenly it's gone again. 
          
          Also I am feeling quite unwell, I've been feeling unwell for what would be about two weeks now! Started off as being sick but then it went away, and now it's just feeling horrid, don't know how to explain it.
          
          It might just be because of my health problems that are adding to all of that. I really do not know. 
          
           My life is just, all over the place. Constantly. 
          
          It's like a rollercoaster, that's the easiest description of it all. 
          
           However there's a chance that my writing, inspiration, and ideas hit me like a truck out of nowhere and give me the want to actually do everything again. It's happended many times before, so we shall see.

Me: oh I can't wait to write things for the prompts I have so many ideas for them :D. Oh I also have ideas for new aus! Maybe I can draw something about them! I also want to draw spooky stuff maybe my persona in a halloween costume!
          
          [Gets hit with both writer and art block]

So yesterday Wattpad was being stupid so I was unable to do the chromatober prompt. Stupid as in it was glitching all of my drafts, both chapters and stories. Might not be able to do today's prompt either as I am exhausted and just want to relax.
          
           Also yet again, I have another Kirby game! :D
          
          That and I've been surprisingly busy. Went to a comic con that was in my town and a festival. Been working on my Halloween costume, and drew something for a game Halloween art contest (took 13 hrs). 
          
           So as I've said, I've been busy.

It's my Birthday!
          
           Got a new switch game that's likely going to have my attention for awhile. Go hyperfixation! 

Fire Update:
          
          There were two but the second fire had practically merged with the first.
          
          The first fire went from 30 acres to 300 acres to (overnight) almost 4000 acres. It hasn't been contained and the wind does not seem to be helping. It's spreading in the opposite direction from my home. However due to the fact that I live in a dry climate area with lots of dead bushes and plants, it could possibly spread in more directions. 
          
           Thankfully however, it's far from my home but at the same time it's not. It's a little weird, as in I don't fully know how to explain it. A few people that I know had to evacuate overnight due to the fires, and it's best to be prepared for the fire to spread in more directions. 
          
           But for now I'm trying to distract myself, because paranoia is not helping the situation. Just gotta hope it gets contained sooner than later.
          
           

So, this is not an update from the past two.
          
          Right now, near my house is a big, BIG fire. The smoke clouds are getting bigger, are slightly red. Like they are ginormous. It's turned everything orange.
          
           There is no containment what so ever and no news on anything.
          
           And where I live there is a lot of dead bushes and plants. And we might be in the middle of a dust storm too. 
          
          Just putting this out here just in case.

Update from the last post:
          
          Due to the eviction notice being made illegally, we are likely not going to be kicked out. However since the woman that is our landlord is petty, I'm still worried that she's going to actually take it to court.
          
           I've been told not to worry about it. Yet I am worried because if we get kicked out, it'll ruin my life, my siblings' lives, and my mom's life. 
          
           Anyways, the woman is my 'dads' mom, who is likely upset because of his and my mom's falling out. We've been planning on moving out of the house we are living in now (without the 'dad') because of the toxicity that revolves around him.
          
           We just don't have the money to move at the moment due to my mom's new job that she hasn't gotten the first pay yet. Hopefully by next year we can get out, because I would rather not spend more time in the house that I'm in. 
          
          I'll update all of you again, if it gets bad again.