♥︎Zee/Syn♥︎

Once again another long time no see, still not really in the FMS fandom.
          
          Still getting used to the new house, and have been having a lot of health problems, like a lot, and they've been making me like very miserable so I hadn't really been in the mood to do things at all because of the issues. 
          
          Like all my health issues are taking turns making me feel under the weather, barely able to eat as much as I do usually, making me get not enough sleep (and also making it difficult to go to sleep)
          
          So I'm not doing to well

Hi once again it's been awhile, I'm still getting used to the new house and still working on unpacking, so I've been busy with that. I've also been busy with work, I work as a teacher assistant for a micro school, that works mostly with neurodivergent students, I tend to work with the more younger kids. I've also been dog sitting near constantly. I'm also working on saving up to buy stuff I've been wanting for myself for years and to buy stuff to decorate my new room.
          
          Also I haven't really been in the FMS fandom for awhile and been focusing on other fandoms, working on art and stuff like that. But I'm going to be trying to get back in :3
          
           I had recently gotten Tomodachi Life Living the Dream and it has me in an actual chokehold, I'm not even kidding, I have four flipping islands, FOUR, one is the most used because it's my multifandom one that has eleven miis, would have more but I've making sure to level all of them up before making more, I've had two marriages so far, basically I have a Mii addiction /j
          
          Anyways away from the happy stuff and into the not so good part. I'm not doing well mentally at all, I'm getting the help I need but I'm just constantly tired, and I honestly didn't want to reveal this here, but I'm suicidal, I haven't tried anything, but I'm just not in a good mindset, I've been distracting myself with a multitude of things because while I'm suicidal I want to live but haven't really been seeing a reason to do so, but I'm trying to see the bright side of things and hopefully, hopefully I'll get through it, I had in the past and I have hope that I'll get through it once again.

Hi, it's been awhile hasn't it.
          
          I've decided to explain what's been going on and some other things:
          
          Parents have splitted up and are 100% getting a divorce when they can; me, my mom, and my siblings are in a new house, I'm still getting used to it and haven't yet been able to unpack due to not having something's I had at the old house. So I still have to unpack. I'm also getting into a routine again due to new place = new routine. The new place is bigger, and so is my room.
          
          Father completely forgot about me the moment I moved out because he had texted my mom and my siblings and didn't text me at all until my mom reminded him that I existed and that I was upset that he wasn't texting me, I've been ignoring him because it felt like betrayal, because before we had moved out of his house, I had an actual breakdown because I was afraid he was going to stop being my father because of the fact I'm not biologically his and I thought he'd push me to the side which he ended up doing, then when I was starting to want to try to talk to him I learned that he immediately tore down the walls to my old room despite the fact he had told beforehand that he wanted me to come over sometimes and sleepover. Haven't even tried texting him since.

Hi again, I'm still on Hiatus but I want to explain somewhat about what's going on and why I'm in Hiatus, I've already given some reasons but I want to explain more.
          
          Anyways my parents are splitting up and might divorce later on, divorce is highly likely. My mom bought a house outta town where I'll be moving in with her, I have two siblings who are likely to be staying with father, one of my siblings will be spending the night sometimes though. New house needed a bit of cleaning and me, my mom, mom's side of the family, plus my mom's friends are working on cleaning it up, I get to pick between two rooms both of which are bigger than the one I have now. 
          
          However, I'm stressed because there's been arguments between my parents. Father doesn't understand that I'm going with my mom not just because she's my mom and I'm being 'pressured' but because I've always wanted to live outta town, I'll get a bigger room, and I'll be able to make more decisions, and I'm not being pressured to go with my mom, I love my mom and I'm a mamas girl through and through. That and I'm not biologically related to my father, and there's other reasons and rather not talk about.
          
          So I've been busy going to the new house and cleaning, been doing my job as well as dog sitting, now I need to pack and get comfortable at the new place when it's time, I'm also in art block and writers block.
          
          But all in all things are going all over the place and I've just haven't had time to write.

Heya Guys, Gals, and Nonbinary pals and everyone in-between or those not even any of them.
          
          So I'm going on yet another hiatus! Sorry that it's happening again so soon after the last, and the fact I hadn't exactly updated much while being out of the last hiatus. 
          
          A lot of things are going on in life and other things are going on.
          
          1) I'm not in the Favremysabre fandom right now and I am also focusing on other fandoms that I'm in. I'm very fixated on said other fandoms. (Well I am slightly still in the Favremysabre fandom because I'm still working on my original Steve au story/universe thing but that's still a big WIP)
          
          2) Writers block had hit me, and I haven't a clue what to write right now but I am working on getting out of it, so maybe I'll post other fandom stories here? It's not decided yet.
          
          3) Family problems are happening and I'd rather not talk about and I'm still processing what I've just been told about something involving my family. 
          
          4) My mental and physical health had taken a slight dip with the cold weather so I'm working on getting better with that.
          
          5) Work
          
          There's more but those are the main five.

Aight friends, just got a new phone so it'll take awhile for me to get used to it. So while I figure out how to 1: Get used to new phone, 2: Figure out my laptops set up for Wattpad, and 3: Basically everything about both things
          
          Sighs

Hi I'm back, exactly a month later. Still not the best but much better than how I was last month :D
          
          Anyways lots of things happened, as always but I don't really wanna talk about all of that.
          
          Anyways!
          
          I'm almost done with the next chapter of Heroes' Abandon, Working on two chapters of Essence, working on the next chapter of Fates Entwined and ReBound, I'm also working on more meme chapters, and I'm working on finishing my art W.I.Ps. 
          
          But I'm back, hopefully for awhile! :D

Hi, so things have happened and I'll be needing a health break, I don't know how long it'll be, but I will try and write and Draw during it, mostly because I need the distraction.
          
          Basically to sum everything up, Anxiety is hitting me hard, the weather is messing with, Mosquitoes are bothering me and biting me a LOT, I'm probably (most definitely) having Tactile Hallucinations, and so much more that I can't even figure out how to fully explain!
          
          And to sum up that little summing everything up! 
          
          Basically I ain't having a good time :)

Family got a new kitten, her name is Junipurr (or Juni for short) She's a Black Tabby, she's still getting used to everything but she's so far doing very good.
          
          Also I had forgotten that I can't draw multiple days in a row due to a few of my health issues so my fingers hurt >:( and Like I want to keep drawing but my finnngggerrrs T-T
          
          

Going to be busy in October :)
          
          I took some October Art Prompts and am planning on doing some of them and mixing them up as well.
          
          I also don't plan on doing Chromatober this year, I'll be trying to finish last year's and maybe someday I'll do this year's as writing warm ups :D
          
          Anyways, just wanted to give a head ups, because I'll probably (very likely) be very busy with drawing, I'll try to remember to post to my Art book (maybe I should make another specifically for October? Should I?)
          
          Also Warning: Some of the art will be a part of Goretober, but I'll make sure to put warnings beforehand and leave some space before putting the image !!!