Ccino Vanrouge

Back to school...atleast study leave is around the corner... /srs
          
          Its like, a few more weeks and im on studt leave :)

I personally PERSONALLY headcanon that Pure Vanilla is religious, like the Witches are whom he follows, and I am writing a oneshot about it instead of actually doing the books i want to...

I love tsukasa...i wish i had his confidence...
          
          Idk, im really shy? Anxious? Wtvr it is affects me on the dialy, i can barely talk to someone at a till/cash register TT
          
          I wish i had tsukasas confidence to be sk loud and bright because maybe i wouldnt be so hated then...
          
          A lot of people hate me cause of my quietness, i actually got made fun of for a good while, and when reporting the ones making fun of me, I got harassed for it :)
          
          So i do wish i could be louder, but i HATE having attention on me, mainly cause im paranoid about my looks...i hate the way i look...
          
          Why am i talking about this

CRK x KPDH is killing me why is the event currenxy so hard to get 

My poor hsr ocs are going through it srsly..
          
          Im making Lorid be cruel to Ren because Lorid is too scared to grt attached due to being a reincarnator, but Ren is a virus of sorts controlling a robotic body, so theyre almost permanent
          
          Ren loves Lorid, and tells them this all the time, they've cknfessed weekly since merting Lorid.
          
          Lorid loves Ren, but they're too scared to admit to it and instead decides to be mean to Ren to push them away.
          
          It doesnt work.
          
          Imagigne if i wrote a mini oneshot rn about Ren and Lorid :innocent:

I have pjsk on my tablet again, it stopped working, but now my account has refreshed so :(

Ok important lesson do NOT stay awake late and angle ur head downwards for all that time bc ny neck is FEELING IT rn sob

I dont know how to feel about Saki and Tsukasa's parents.
          
          Or well, I do know how to feel, im just iffy about them.
          
          They're clearly good parents from how they treat Saki, but they werent ready to have two kids.
          
          They couldnt share their time between the kids, and as a result one of their kids are emotionally constipated and places others above themself.
          
          I highly dislike them, but i dont see them as evil villains -_-

I feel so many emotions when i see sebek, understanding because i kn9w how it feels to not fit in anywhere, i know how it feels to be overlooked and hated for appearances.
          
          I feel so protective over him, hence why my twst persona (given up on pretending Ccino's just an oc, hes clearly more) is so protective over Sebek, because I know how it feels, I understand my sons feelings and it hurts me so badly to know there's nothing i can do to make stuff easier for him
          
          I love sebek and it will be very obvious whenever i write about him because im fed up of seeing sebek hate when they dont bother to look behind his loudness.

Harmonious Wonderland fucking over my OC's because wdym the second year OC i made for Heartslabyul (Elijah) is now a first year because I had no other OC's, which means I need to make Odiel a 1st year because Odiel and Elijah are friends-enemies-lovers trope...
          And then I need to make Novyn, my Scarabia OC, a second yr to be Sebos' friend...
          
          Tbh, I might change elijah to a newer Heartslabyul oc because idk how happy i am with his entire lore changing, bc this also means his sister isnt in her reslective school yet bc shes a year younger than him, but i have a template for her •—•
          
          Im a bit dumb...