@Dolorum-Magne
Hey! haven’t come on here in a year but I did want to quickly say that I wrote a fic for the first time since I was like 13/14!
It’s a ghost jay marble hornets fic called Remnants on ao3, please go check it out!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/55084363/chapters/139658815
It’s my birthday today!
I’m 17 now :)
Nightmares fucking suck :)
I would very much like to return to bed because it’s 2am, I have a headache, school in the morning and was unable to even fall asleep until 12am, but I would also like to avoid whatever the hell that was
WHY WONT MY BURN OUT GO I WANNA DRAW AND TALK TO PEOPLE AND DO ROLEPLAYS BUT MY BRAIN IS JUST LIKE “no. You’re gonna do nothing but stare at a wall for 5 hours and feel like a failure” LIKE BRO LET ME DO SHIT
Will respond to roleplays soon! Ive seen the notifications I've just been busy lately
God i fucking hate nightmares
I've been asleep a full 3 hours and had one so awful and disgusting I feel like I need a shower!
ill go back to sleep at some point but wtf I didn't even sleep that long
By the way incase anyone was wondering what was so disgusting about it
Maggots. Lots of maggots. Wont explain what actually happened because I only remember pieces but essentially got poured a whole lot of gore and maggots and rot over my head while a narrator shouted at me what was happening that I couldn't see. (like I couldn't actually see them as it was first person but I could feel it and some weird narrator was essentially screaming in my ear and describing it in detail. It was awful.)
Theres a lot of missing context so what I have left of my memory of it doesn't make sense but it was disgusting.
Hey I've got a question, any feedback would be greatly appreciated!
I really want to get a haircut but the only example I have of it is on a character from a comic I'm reading (I'm not ever sure if that specific cut/style even has a name anyways)
would it be weird or rude or anything to show a hairdresser pictures of that character for reference?
I've only done this once and it was with my aunt (who is a hairdresser) she gave me the cut I wanted (which I absolutely adored) but she did laugh at me and my family made fun of me for it. I think its probably just because shes my aunt but I wouldn't want to embarrass myself if I went out and paid for a haircut.
My hair has since grown out quite a bit (ive gotten it trimmed occasionally but I got the haircut around march last year originally so its not the same as it was) and I really want that hair cut again.
Does anyone have experience with doing this? Or even just have any opinions on it? It would help a ton
@The-Autumn-Verse thanks for the feedback! @popcromtypus aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa well take my advice and don't ask a family member or family friend they'll probably tease you about it lol
@Dolorum-Magne no because i was gonna do that same shit and i need you to be the test dummy
Anyone else absolutely despise the way comment chains are sert up now? I hate it so much
The only thing they did that I liked when making changes, was getting rid of the newsfeed. Since then its been pretty much downhill :(
Recently discovered that I am now deathly afraid of cars!! :D
Didnt used to be but now I'm constantly incredibly anxious whenever I'm in a car and super wary around roads! Like wtf, I didn't realise you could just unlock new fears and them just hit you incredibly hard
Yeah it's not fun
Accidentally scared my mom when she picked me up early a week ago (i had to go to the doctor) because while we were driving, as she pulled onto the road there was a truck coming (it was far enough away, was apparently slowing siren fire her but I was just to freaked out to notuce, plus she had the right of way anyways) because I freaked out a little telling her to watch out for it
And Sunday night we were driving home and getting blinded by the headlights of every car going the other direction scared tge crap out of me
I have never been very afraid of cars since I used to live on the mainroad in my town (constant loud traffic) but now I'm apparently absolutely terrified of them
And I'm expected to learn how to drive one next year
Made a new background as well to match!