Please let me rest for a month or 2 months, I need to sink in the fact that separating buddies is cruel, Suffered too much this year (Y8), Friendship is the one who holds me up till the reality..... The fact that I act a bit cold in the mornings, the fact that I accidentally glare at someone without knowing, the fact that I need friendship to hold me in place.... I've been separated a lot of my buddies, from classes to busses buddies. I wish everything will be fixed, no separating of classes, van changes needed till we graduate. I wanna just curl up in the corners of my room, calming myself. I've met tons of awesome buds in HIS but we got separated..... The school just wish to crush people's heart real bad, I just wanna cry an ocean of all the separation we did. I miss being together my fellow 7Cs and Van buds from Seputeh and Taman Desa. For my van buds, I clearly miss Taman Desa more, they are great, awesome! And yet funny, they made me feel back my actual self, as a happy virus, as a tomboy, as a sports person and more. I wanna sincerely thanks Ryan (Jarjit) , Melissa, Damn Rich Boy (Hahaha), Another mini Ryan, The two koreans (sorry that I didn't get your names), Rick and All Mó Yan Peeps for giving me back my actual self. (Don't mind me, I just wanna express my feelings....) (Thank you my ghost readers out there all around the world) -Xoxo Rachel (DolphinPark01)