Despite having loving rising family (mother, father, 2 min older twin sister grandparents and she dog) and home to live and grow I always constatntly feel alone in both body and heart. I tried dating and growing closer to people in school and normal live yet they awoided me parthly due to my natural born black eyesbut also something odd about me which frightern and repulsing others. 

Since I was young under my now late grandfather guidance I pushed myself under physical and martiar training until I literally puked blood out of overworking and exhaustion. Although it damaged my hearth  and shortened my live as a result, for his memory I maintaine this way of life despite all obstacles

Besides my devotion to family, those few friends and loved ones, and their happiness and safety above all else, I decided to be in shadows at night to find my purpose in live. 

I am a Shadow behind the Darkness....still working.......still waiting.......still searching