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Having POTS is SO fucking debilitating :(
I threw a bday party for my grandma with the help of my mom and aunt, and I had two episodes in total. 1st episode was a new trigger, balloons popping. Lost my hearing and almost passed out (I’ve never gotten that close to losing consciousness) and the 2nd was from tripping. I hate it. I feel so embarrassed, especially because I feel like anything I do is impossible and I just feel like such an inconvenience.