katerino

when your favourite writer is taking down your favourite books :'( @naughtymendes

"You've only betrayed anyone who's ever loved you."

Fuck's sake! today one of my so-called "friends" told my crush that I liked him WHILE I WAS THERE!! WTF WHO DOES THAT. and then we got into talking about houses (idk why) and I said I saw him riding his bike (BMX) outside my house. no big deal, right? WRONG. we were walking the same route to our different houses and he says, "Katie, I can ride wherever I want. It's America, bitch." I reply, "I never said you couldn't, asshole. For fuck's sake, I said I SAW YOU. Not that I cared." "It's not even your property if it was the sidewalk," he says. "I SAID I SAW YOU!" I shouted at him. he got really defensive and I am now so freaking happy that my friend's mom asked me if I needed a ride. i flipped him off through the window. he smirked and shook his head. i'm so done though. it's so incredibly sad and I'm just really upset now. he practically yelled at me and I'm just so embarrassed. and he's four years older than me :(

Casually pretending I don't hate myself. 

I'm just confused as of what to do when you're depressed. I'm so done. So, so done. 

"It's an illusion, I suppose. Even the prettiest houses have problems that could be fixed inside, just like their owners."

I am so sorry that I haven't updated shattered in so long. I will update ASAP TOMORROW! But tonight I am tired. I love you guys, so sorry for being anti-social. I've been busy with @resurrectable ! Love you <3 

Lately I've been like overly depressed. Is that bad? Depression is kind of a weird thing to work with. Sometimes I guess I can't form a difference between depression and sadness, but usually it's a mixture of both. People always ask why I'm the way I am and I never reply honestly. Which I guess proves I'm scared of telling people about my depression. But people online, people who don't know who you are; those are the people you can tell because those people can't tell anyone who actually knows you and who can actually bully you, face-to-face. I'm scared. 
          
          call me "bud" again, even if it means I'm just your friend. but I don't wanna be your friend. I wanna kiss your neck. 
          
          

SHET ok I am so scared rn cos' I'm in a house full of boys and I'm on my period. SHET.

I have my two stories, Shattered and Bedtime Stories, but I'm honestly not impressed with either of them. I'm starting a new book and I have a plan for it. Likewise to Bedtime Stories, it may not get updated too often, but it will surely be thought about very frequently and I should update as much as I can. I'm busy on @resurrectable also, so it's not like I'm neglecting this account. I hope you guys will like it! Check it out!