This isn't real,
It just can't be,
I'm falling apart,
I don't want you to see,
How hurt I am,
Inside and out,
I will not cry,
I will not pout,
I'll try and fix,
My depressing mood,
But the thoughts in my head,
Call me rude,
So I'll stop talking,
And never again,
Will I be able to hurt you,
Inside your head,
Everybody that ever cared,
I have pushed away,
Because I was scared,
When I said to leave,
I needed you most,
But that's not what you saw,
Until I was a ghost,
A faint memory,
That you will forget,
When I'm under the ground,
You will wish we never met,
I know it's hard,
Now that I'm gone,
But you'll be ok,
Just listen to a love song,
It used to help me,
When I was down,
So maybe for you,
It can turn over your frown,
Wipe your tears,
Listen to me,
This was my choice,
Now do you see?
You said do what will make you happy,
And so I did,
But now your sad,
I was only a kid,
Now that I think,
I regret what I've done,
But there's no turning back,
My neck has been wrung,
So if you think your sad,
Or your feeling down,
Remember this,
You don't want to drown,
Because afterwords you will see,
Your life wasn't that bad,
You wish you could be,
With your friends,
One last time,
Tell them you love them,
And read them this rhyme,
So before you end it,
Think of this,
They do care,
You will be missed,
I really wish somebody else,
Had said this to me,
I couldn't tell myself,
To be happy,
With who I am,
I didn't like me,
I had one plan,
The only thing that came to mind,
End your life,
Your not worth their time,
Now I'm dead,
But it wasn't you,
It was all my fault,
I couldn't pursue,
The ideas I had,
That could've saved my life,
But who cares,
I already have the knife.