Hii buddy ......just wanna say that YOU ARE ONE IN A MILLION, BILLION, TRILLION AND AS FAR AS THE COUNTING EXISTS. YOU ARE UNIQUE , AND ALSO THE BEST , so don't think of any kind of self harm , no matter how ardent the desire of harming yourself becomes, you don't have to give in, you have to be brave and face it. You already are ssooo sooo strong , show your strength don't give up . Coping with toxic parents isn't easy but I trust you , you'll make it. Remember life isn't a bed of roses , it's not easy right now nor it would be easier tomorrow, you'll have to struggle each day , but my dear , the struggle will surely pay off OK. It's your 10th right , take it as an opportunity to show your parents what actually you are capable of . Stay focused and work hard , you'll surely do exceptionally well and yes YOU ARE A FIGHTER , KEEP FIGHTING ♥️♥️♥️♥️✨️✨️✨️✨️