ellie!

WOAH - uh - hello everyone! I'm surprised you guys are still here after all these years. Damn, LeeGaa stans are loyal!!!
          
          I've been inactive for years now, mostly because of lack of motivation, university, and mental health issues. My email address linked to this account has also been inactive for a while now, so for a long time I had no idea people were even still reading my fanfictions.
          
          I've had SO many lovely, amazing comments. I'm honestly in awe. I had no idea people cared about me and my fics so much. I know a lot of you have been really worried about me and I'm so sorry that I haven't been more active. I feel so touched by all the support I've gotten from you guys, and I really wanna make it up to you!
          
          So, here's a little FAQ:
          
          1 - Are you okay?
          Yes, I'm okay! I'm not dead or anything! Tbh I've been through a lot of hard things since my last update, but I'm not gonna bore you guys with the details. Life is difficult, but I'm still here!
          
          2 - Will you be updating XO?
          Honestly, I was gonna leave it incomplete, but after seeing all the love for it I've kind of fallen in love with it all over again -  what do you guys think? You wanna see more Gaara and Lee shenanigans??? I'll probably need to file through and edit it because I was like, 14 when I started writing it???? I'M NEARLY 21 NOW. WHAT THE FUCK.
          
          3 - Can we be friends?
          ABSOLUTELY. Y'all wanna have a discord group chat or sumn????
          
          I'll post this as an update on XO as well so I know you guys will see it. I hope you're all well and safe, and if you wanna talk or anything just send me a message! I love you all so much, thank you for the support <3

I don’t even know if you use this anymore or if you see these, but I will never forgot that fic you made it stays with me all the time everyday, and I try to remember it every night and when I do I usually get an amazing rest. I don’t need you to update or do anything I just would like to see if you could reply to this so I know your ok. It seems stupid I don’t even know you in real life but something about how long you’ve been inactive and not replying sends me into a frenzy because I really care about you. A lot. :)
          
          So even though I’m not religious I pray with every bit in my soul even if you don’t respond to this, or if you don’t even care about this stuff anymore. That your ok. Also to anyone else reading this I hope your ok too and I want you to also pray/do whatever anything you’d like just to hope there ok.
          
          Please. Be safe
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I know it's really late to do this but uhh... just wanted to check in for an amazing person. That's something you have to do every once in a while. ❤

Pls update... do u have like a different account that idk about or something... had anyone adopted any storys... pls tell me i have one story that im completley in love with!

     You've been very inactive lately. I know it's not my job but I wanted to see if you're okay. I'm not trying to pressure you or be nosy or anything. I just feel pretty nervous. I know it's just like a few weeks or something and I'm over stressing it all tho. I'm sorry.

BRO I'LL RP WID YOU! JUST HIT ME UP MY NINJA!

Do you wanna RP? 
          Gaalee? I've been looking for someone to RP meh OTP >w< 

Hi everyone <3
          
          I'm going to start off by apologising for being so inactive. I'm sorry that I haven't been updating consistently and it was /extremely/ ungrateful of me to never reply to all the sweet comments I've received during my absence.
          
          I have been slowly building myself back up from a breakup with a girl I was super in love with. Along with that, A levels (idk what you call them in other countries--) are particularly stressful and my confidence has been extremely low these past few months, so I have been in a pretty shitty place. I feel really awful for giving all these stupid excuses, but I didn't want everyone to think I was taking all your positive feedback on my fanfics for granted.
          
          I am doing okay now, and I've been rereading XO so I can get new chapters up and running! I will probably go back and correct some grammatical issues to make my language flow a little nicer (my writing has somewhat improved these past few months) and then I should be all set.
          
          Again, thanks for the new followers, reads, and lovely comments! I have followed everybody back and I am working on responding to as many messages as I can.
          
          Thanks for reading c:

@FujoshiAngst Your art is not shitty it is very very bootiful <3
          I will make sure to ask her has sweetly as I can- as soon as exams are over she might take it into consideration ^u^

@FujoshiAngst Thank you bbu QuQ
          Maybe it'll convince my girlfriend to cosplay gaara onhonhonhonhon-