Downbad4MotherTaylor

Just came back from training on the field. the team's co-captain brought her little sister form grade school to training (we're in high school). The grade schooler used to be my teammate back when i was in (sike, you thought i would reveal my age? nuh uh) Point is, she used to be my teammate but shes so young and she's so cute. I WANT A SIBLING SO BAD BROOOO (Only child issues frfr). My  aches sm, like, I had to do slow pitching after a four hour training session yesterday and game season is next month. IM COOKED BRO. Stay hydrated guys :))

Downbad4MotherTaylor

Just came back from training on the field. the team's co-captain brought her little sister form grade school to training (we're in high school). The grade schooler used to be my teammate back when i was in (sike, you thought i would reveal my age? nuh uh) Point is, she used to be my teammate but shes so young and she's so cute. I WANT A SIBLING SO BAD BROOOO (Only child issues frfr). My  aches sm, like, I had to do slow pitching after a four hour training session yesterday and game season is next month. IM COOKED BRO. Stay hydrated guys :))

Downbad4MotherTaylor

Feeling cute, might delete later ☺️☺️☺️
          
          “I’m sorry” Oh, yeah thanks dad. Thank you SOOO MUCH that totally fixes the fact that a 4th grader had to hide under a table while hearing you scream and shout at her mother, hoping that it would all end. Thanks dad. No totally. THANK YOU. It fixes the fact that I cry till I can’t breathe during the night so my mom doesn’t have to worry. Thanks. Yeah dad. Thank you so much! 
          
          P.S. I am TOTALLY not sobbing and crying till I can’t breathe rn
          
          (You saw nothing)
          
          
          
          Pssst. Stay hydrated! Take care of yourself bby

Downbad4MotherTaylor

Uhm. Idk why ppl saw my vent but………… why. I purposely set it up so that no one will see it. So why r u seeing it. Pls unsee it :D
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          GUYS NO OFFENSE I LOVE U GUYS SM (/p) BUT STILL. UNSEE IT PLS. But that’s for showing concern

IgnoreMeSiriusly

@Downbad4MotherTaylor yayy
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Downbad4MotherTaylor

@IgnoreMeSiriusly Yes I do not have any friends because they all forgot me :) ya! We’re friends!!
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IgnoreMeSiriusly

@Downbad4MotherTaylor  unfortunately it’s too late, and I must now be the friend that you deserve but it would seem you don’t have
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Downbad4MotherTaylor

I know that no one will probably see this but I need to vent this out somewhere.
          
          I know that its my fault. It's completely my fault that mom is suicidal. It's my fault that daddy screams at her every night. It's my fault that he's angry. It's my fault, all my fault. It's my fault that I don't get perfect grades like daddy wants, It's my fault that I lock myself in my room and drown in my music to the point where all I do is go to school, burden myself with tests, exams, homework's and projects then stay up all night thinking why I even exist and that everything would be better without me. It's my fault. All my fault.

Downbad4MotherTaylor

@PoisonEmbers stop- the ‘blue heart’ thingy made me laugh out loud [rolling laughing emoji]
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PoisonEmbers

@Downbad4MotherTaylor [hug emoji, hug emoji, blue heart x2 because wattpad message walls don’t show emojis for some reason] I’m so sorry. You’re just a kid, you shouldn’t be feeling responsible for any of your parents’ problems. I hope you and your mum get all the help you need
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Downbad4MotherTaylor

@IgnoreMeSiriusly oh yeah I’m gay for her☺️
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