DracoIsAFerret

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This account is pretty dead huh? 
          	I might come back just right now dealing with some pretty terrible depression 
          	
          	Things are really tough right now and have been for a while. Honestly the last year or two has fucked me up more than before
          	
          	I have a lot to say but no motivation to say it
          	I miss writing it was always my outlet 
          	I reckon I’ll pump out a few chapters eventually 
          	But for now I just need to get my shit together 
          	
          	If anyone’s still here, thanks for sticking with me, I’ll see you in my next chapter, whatever that’ll be x 

DracoIsAFerret

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This account is pretty dead huh? 
          I might come back just right now dealing with some pretty terrible depression 
          
          Things are really tough right now and have been for a while. Honestly the last year or two has fucked me up more than before
          
          I have a lot to say but no motivation to say it
          I miss writing it was always my outlet 
          I reckon I’ll pump out a few chapters eventually 
          But for now I just need to get my shit together 
          
          If anyone’s still here, thanks for sticking with me, I’ll see you in my next chapter, whatever that’ll be x 

DracoIsAFerret

It’s been a few days now but I can’t believe Maggie Smith is gone. I grew up on Harry Potter and nannie McPhee and the big bang. She felt immortal, honestly she went too soon. she will forever be our Mcgonagall. Thank you Maggie for helping to fill our childhoods with magic. 
          
          I can’t believe another cast member has passed so soon. 
          
          

DracoIsAFerret

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Guys I’m in hell 
          I got incorrectly given the lowest pass grade (having to dispute it bc it was graded 2 fkin bands higher) 
          
          And the lab tutor for the report I’m submitting late (due to a shit show of a year) has taken THE ENTIRE MONTH OFF 
          5th July (results day and when the due date was released) until 5th August- the due date of the report 
          
          Seriously this uni 
          How tf do they get away with it- 
          Every tutor I’ve contacted has taken annual leave starting on results day which is just such a horrendous thing to do- as any student will know 
          Sometimes you need support and clarity on grades and I have no one I know to contact lol 
          

spinalcordsword

@DracoIsAFerret it’s ok, don’t apologize for ranting. its horrible that u won’t have accommodations :( perhaps u could ask if u could bring noise cancelling headphones or ask to be facing a wall where u can’t see others to hopefully minimize distractions but obviously it won’t get rid of everything. that seems soo stressful.
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DracoIsAFerret

@spinalcordsword pretty much- luckily the lady on one of the teams WAS helpful and actually apologised and made sure I was okay after the grade incident 
            More than anyone else has done 
            So that’s being sorted now 
            
            As for the assignment I’m on my own 
            Having a full blown mental breakdown 
            
            And for this test I’m doing outside of uni I won’t be having my access needs for my adhd met so I’m likely to perform badly 
            Keep in mind my access needs being met enable me to finish exams and actually do well, got me my first A* etc 
            
            Without them I can barely answer papers bc too much noise and I get rlly over stimulated and angry to the point I can feel it im my arms that o have to throw something 
            Even in silence if someone kicks their leg I can’t focus im acc awful 
            
            Anxiety is high 
            
            Sorry to rant I’m just like- I need an outlet 
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spinalcordsword

@DracoIsAFerret they should get multiple tutors and have them stagger their breaks that way someone will be available to help you. it is unfair that they claim to help people but then leave you when u have an important assignment, it seems like the tutors are just there to say that they have support networks, without them actually helping. good luck
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DracoIsAFerret

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Honestly fuck this stupid fucking app 
          It’s the ads after every chapter for me 
          Removing the social aspects too 
          I miss 2018 wattpad before all this bs 
          I might move to tumblr bc I can’t get along with ao3

DracoIsAFerret

@spinalcordsword they’re so so so greedy it’s crazy 
            It defo should be kinda like YouTube where we get a certain % of ad revenue 
            Or get to choose not to have ads on our stories and not get money- simple as 
            But here we are, selfish owners and developers tbh 
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spinalcordsword

@DracoIsAFerret i agree, they should have had another solution instead of getting rid of dms, but idk if they could afford it. they seem to be rlly greedy LOL. i think they should pay authors, somewhat like youtube does.
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DracoIsAFerret

@TenTwentyEightpm frfr- and moderating dms isn’t hard you can ban specific words n content etc, by removing the feature it just means people will target profiles and books of minors and seek access to platforms where pics/vids can be sent 
            Can also age restrict them like they do with other content which will reduce the amount of people that can access younger people- or do it on a friends basis- only people that follow each other can dm etc. 
            
            But Yh fr it’s like 
            They make you disclose that I ta your original work 
            And then put ads on it and take all the money 
            I might genuinely start posting on tumblr 
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DracoIsAFerret

Don’t go to uni 
          It isn’t worth it 

DracoIsAFerret

@CorpseElmo ahh you see I don’t go out 
            I climb and I rot 
            And I drive around for shits n giggles 
            I just don’t sleep bc adhd n no sleeping meds 
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spinalcordsword

@DracoIsAFerret real, i sleep rlly well tho bc i have no social life so i am able to go to bed early
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DracoIsAFerret

@CorpseElmo no like it’s great but I was also up until 10am today bc I didn’t finish my assignment until 6:10am n then it got light lmao 
            Uni is like great until its assignment season/exam season 
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DracoIsAFerret

I have the wildest story to tell but I’m scared to post it bc if they find this i might actually get beaten up 
          And it could impact an investigation from my uni 
          
          Which if he keeps fkin going will become a police investigation 
          Sooooo
          Thriving ig 

DracoIsAFerret

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I just wrote a whole ass group assignment on my own unmedicated. I stg if one of them uploads it instead of me I'm throwing the lot of em under the bus for doing fuck all

DracoIsAFerret

oh and mid sorting out a lil bit of a scary person bein obsessive- ive missed so many lectures bc of it
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