@Dragon_Named_Riles Bro you literally just described me. I'm alive but my motivations for writing are basically dead. However, I got lucky and got some inspiration to write some more on one of the less popular stories.
*running from a high security facility* I DUG OUT WITH A SPOON!!
time to get back to writing
*realizes the first 15 chapters could be so much better with some major story changes*
*sobs*
*comes back alive from the dead to entertain people with a new non-fanfic story*
Starts writing only to realize its not as easy as it seems
*Oh right next chapter is due to hit tomorrow gotta get back to writing*