I am honestly kinda nervous about the new POWCreations smp coming (code name Box SMP) because, like vampires smp, is a YouTube exclusive.
And, now, everyone knows that I loved vampires smp, but what a lot of people know don't is that is *drown out* some of my other hyperfixations.
Like, don't get me wrong- I still Love Empires smp season 1 and the Life Series,
But when vampires smp started my fixation on those lessened and it became entirely focused on vampires. (The life series one was partly because of a terrible experience I had with the finale of Past Life relating to a medication I was on but still)
And I am concerned that that is going to happen again with Codename BOX SMP.
This would be especially bad because of my Never Just Monsters fic series.
I LOVE this series and I have so many more books planned for it,
But if I lose my fixation on vampires and it gets replaced with a fixation for Codename BOX SMP then I might lose my will to write those fics too
Which I don't want to happen!
There are so many stories that are important to me that I tell for those characters.
But I am concerned.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that there is going to be another POWCreations smp, I just almost wish it was like Bannerfalls because something streamed basically can't become a hyperfixation for me.
If that makes sense.
I also don't know if anyone else shares this opinion, but I am borderline dreading it (whenever it ends up coming out)