That Nerd In The Corner

Guess it's been a minute since I checked up on you guys, but oh my fucking god. Red Velvet's new album is making me go feral. Please, the inspiration of classical music and paintings combined with the modern trap influences? The cool effects? The goddamn bird people, I'm wheezing y'all. I have been obsessed with both Beg For Me and In My Dreams, and my mom totally agrees with the second one, so you know I'm not insane. Both the title, Feel My Rhythm, and Babeleo are also very catchy, highly recommend. And if you know my music taste, you know I am obsessed with harmonies, and In My Dreams is chock-full of them. I could talk about it all day, but I just needed to write it down somewhere that I LOVE RED VELVET PLS! Oh and also, if you make my tombstone, remember to not put my name; just write "Dance for me, work for me, beg for me" instead. That line will be stuck in my head until I am in the goshdarn grave, descending into the firey pits of those who were too into kpop. I don't think this really  is articulate as I desired it to be, but oh well, too late now. No one reads these anyway.

Reminder to do something good for you today! Whether that's drinking water or eating cake is up to you!

Finally been on antidepressants for a hot minute. Here's to hopefully getting better and more interactions as we sip on our apple juices and pretend they're fine wine guys, gals, and nonbinary pals~

"Love is harder than college entrance exams"-Loona

Okay I just finished a huge milestone with my current creative project and I am sooo happy! I have been working on it for ages and I hope that you all will check it out when it's done!

I had two tests today, but I feel relatively confident on them at least!

Wait do y'all want some songs I really like? I used to recommend stuff but nobody paid any attention to it. Just let me know down below if you actually want recommendations! Just do be aware, my music knowledge is mostly kpop with a bit of classic rock and surprises.

Oh and Hello by Joy is one of the best alarms for me. Normally if I want to have a song as an alarm it has to be something like God's Menu by Stray Kids which is just a direct pinch to the face. Hello is annoyingly positive but in all the right ways, and it just hits that positive energy I need when I don't want to get out of bed.

Whenever you just have a deep and honest conversation with one of your friends and you both discover so much more about the other; it's a one of a kind feeling and I wish you all get to experience it if you want. That deep connection is something I crave and covid really took it from me. I'm finally gaining it back and it's the best feeling in the world, even though I didn't get the chance to study for my English test because of it.

I just got hit by the worst reaction to the booster-now I've got to make up all the work this week. Shit.