I have zero clue what to do with my life anymore I’m close to being sick forever and I can’t fix it. I don’t have anyone to talk with about my mom or my dad or just anything in general I can’t trust anyone anymore I can’t even trust my sister. I honestly need therapy after what has happened over all these years and I don’t want to go. I’m tired of people coming to me with problems when I barely know how to fix my own. I’m 99% sure all my friends hate me, if I try to tell them something they don’t care. The only thing I have left is my dog and fictional characters. I just want to cry and scream and break everything I own. I know nobody will respond or probably won’t see this but I hope you’re have a good day