@DreamXDwazhere I'm doing good, I hope you are okay and having a great summer!
(I don't want to intrude or assume a personal problem that's not mine, but I can state a fact, and that's you don't deserve to hate yourself. And I hope whatever is making you believe so is squandered eventually because it's not true in the slightest. I hope you are alright and people care for you regardless of who or what they are.)