Hi, my name is Donna btw , read what I wrote underneath your comment about Hardin telling his loved ones! I have severe chronic massive depression, and severe emotional and physical anxiety ! I barely leave my apt unless it's to visit with my grandchildren! Added on top of that my husband who was so understanding when we got married at 18, turned into a nightmare all over again ! It was being on a hamster wheel and not being able to get off! I whole heartedly admit to having a drug problem but I've been in recovery for 20 years this past July! Someone had to babysit my husband he was totally out of control! He was killed in 2022 for running his narcissistic sociopathic mouth to the wrong person and they beat him to death, but I had had enough by then and cut off contact, he still had me as his ICE contact and the ME called me to come and identify him, I said no! I asked one question if he had a rage tattoo on his right bicep the gentleman said yes so I gave him his mother's number he said what's this for? I told him according to her I'm a bad influence on him despite 17 years of recovery call her! I paid for everything for his memorial and was told I wasn't invited! Simply because I had enough he had been drinking since he was 13, and drugs he did what we call the Alphabet any from A to Z, his 4 anniversary just passed and instead of being able to speak to him I have his dad's ashes, he raised me for 21 years! And I talk to him daily! His son turned into a nightmare but his mother was worse out of 5 children only one is still alive and never used drugs! Like I said in my comment I'm still in therapy and on meds but I don't take anything unless it has my name on it not even baby aspirin! He caused me to have a Traumatic Brain Injury by slamming my head against my car window, and unfortunately there's no cure for it I'll eventually lose my memory like dementia or early onset Alzheimer's! My youngest grandchild just turned 1 on New Year's Eve!