oh my fucking god i push everyone i love away im so fucking useless. i cant do this anymore ahahahahhah as soon as i find the perfect guy he leaves because i fucking got scared and questioned his intentions all the time. i cant breathe. i cant do this. i can't even tell my mom because she cant know. i was gonna give everything to him and i hurt him. i can't do this. i never have anyone stay. i fucked up. im done. im sorry all my stories will be updated one final time and im gone.
oh my fucking god i push everyone i love away im so fucking useless. i cant do this anymore ahahahahhah as soon as i find the perfect guy he leaves because i fucking got scared and questioned his intentions all the time. i cant breathe. i cant do this. i can't even tell my mom because she cant know. i was gonna give everything to him and i hurt him. i can't do this. i never have anyone stay. i fucked up. im done. im sorry all my stories will be updated one final time and im gone.
guys i wrote a new fic thats cringe and im uploading all i have written. plz give it a read lmao its
SO DIFFICULT TO HAVE MOTIVATION RN AND IM TRYING SO HARD