Well, if you happened to stumble across this; was looking for something else and found this and you’re a second away from shutting the page down- then you either probably should, unless you’d like a head’s up on who I am.

But then, that wouldn’t matter. Because I’m probably someone you wouldn’t wanna know or would not know even if you tried to walk over and talk to me.

I am me. Myself. And I.

Sometimes, I like to keep it that way.

I daydream or surf the net till my eyes water.

Yes, if you have MD and wonder if I do, then I have MD or Maladaptive Daydreaming too.

But then again, I think it’s a fancy term the internet gave me to call my condition.

I daydream. All day and All night. 

I daydream about Me.

I daydream of the secret fantasy life I live with the one guy who loves me so much.

I have best friends in them. I cook food in them. I speak more than the two and a half languages I actually know.

I’m not the perfect student, well, that’s in real life too.

And yeah, you judged me right. I. Am. Pathetic.

I know that. 

You didn’t really have to “Pfft.” Roll your eyes or even google Maladaptive daydreaming for that. But if you did google, then I appreciate the effort :)

You are fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalms 139: 14.

 But I’m more than the kid who daydreams. I write pointless stories. In two months I’ll be writing an exam that could change my life. I’m 17 (Ha!) 

I want to be a doctor. I am a Christian. I love Jesus. He loves me. And He made me and you too! Perfectly imperfect.

We are all capable of wonderful things. Especially if you think you suffer from Maladaptive Daydreaming and are reading this to find more, then in that case, You are fearfully and wonderfully made.

Don’t think I’m just throwing the Bible at you for the sake of sounding ‘oh-so-right.’

I know for a fact that people who have MD are so damn talented. 

We weave a world around us that’s so intricate and perfect. 

Perfect place for a movie, a song, a poem, or to just live.