why does it seem like im the only one who cares about you now. its sad.
i dont want to see you unwanted. i want to see you happy. i want to see you so content with life. not just with me, but with others too. except for lilly. lilly doesn't deserve you. but sadly, you cannot see that. no matter how she hurts you, she'll always be loved by you. i do not know how you still miss her, but it will be okay. because i still care about you. i will always care about you. no matter what. you are still my friend. you will still be cared about no matter what. even if lilly does what she wanted to do all this time, i will be there. i will always be there for you, even if she murders you one day. i know she's tried before i knew you. but i am here for you now, and forever. know that i care for you always. if she succeeds in making your life miserable, i will still care for you. you have changed my life so much. you have made me so happy again. no one can take away the joy you have gave me. when i am near you, i do not feel hollow as i do everyday. you bring me to feel again. to love again. to care again. when you are sad, i can feel it, unlike everyone else. i feel sad with you. i feel so sad when you're sad. i wish i could really describe how hollow i feel without you. i would want you to understand how much i care about you. i dont want to see you hating your life. i want you see you smiling of pure joy. the closest i have ever seen you happy is when we talk. remember when you told me that you were trying to get help and we would probably never see each other again? it made me so sad to hear you wanted to hear my voice for probably the last time. it broke my heart. but im so glad you have decided to stay. yet, im so sad that your environment has been destroying you. im so upset that you haven't been given help. im very distraught about your suffering. i want to help you feel happy again without everyone who has hurt you so much. even if you die inside, just know ily/plat. <3
