Dreaming_Forevermore

i have a blog now.... here's the link!
          	https://bnhahomestucknerd.blogspot.com/2021/06/intro.html 
          	
          	guys i also would like to apologize for the lack of updates. i have run out of ideas and if you guys want, you could give me ideas. i will mention the people who gave me the ideas if i use them. thanks!

StarylightMoon

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Dreaming_Forevermore

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@StarylightMoon holy shit thank you so fucking much Stary! i needed this today, ily so much rn.
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Dreaming_Forevermore

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i just found out one of my friends and color guard team mates killed themselves yesterday just a few weeks before the 1 year anniversary of one of my other friends deaths. the school is pretending it didn't even happen and when victur died, the first of my friends to die, they made a big deal out of it because he was popular and since the guy that died yesterday wasn't popular they don't give a shit. i....fuck i want to hurt the ones who pushed him to that. i am really unstable right now and i REALLY want to hurt the ones who caused this and it's slowly fading to numbness and i won't feel anything in a while and i don't know how to process this and i just want to cry, but i also want to punch a wall or cut but i won't because i promised myself i wouldn't do that anymore and i just don't know what to do.

Dreaming_Forevermore

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damn it fuck! two people on the same god damned day! why the fuck does this shit happen to us!
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chlochlo_76

@Dreaming_Forevermore It happen yesterday...I cried
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Dreaming_Forevermore

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@chlochlo_76 WAIT! ALANIS'S BROTHER? nonono FUCK. when did this happen?
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Dreaming_Forevermore

if anyone knows where i can buy an Heir of Breath cosplay, please tell me! i cannot make it....i tried and failed so badly. please let me know i'm begging you!

PortToaster

@Baka_Neko_Girl Hey Granola bar its your sister Ellie. I miss you!
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