Dreamingofcarcosa
Doesn't it hurt?
Well,yeah but.. That's the point! It's just one afterall,I'll be okay
If you say so
Dreamingofcarcosa
Dreamingofcarcosa
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....What the fuck is wrong with me.
I hate this
I hate everyone
I hate myself
This doesn't feel all too good
There's so many I need to cover
They can't find out I did it again
I can't do this
My eyes hurt
She keeps laughing whenever I tell her I'm not okay
Why am I so disgusting
Why do I like it? Being the one who bleeds when the other lays their hands on me.
I hate how I'm such a big liar
Black can hide the stains
I'm so sorry I'm not anything you expected
Dreamingofcarcosa
DEMO 5!!1!1!11!1! WOOHOOOOOO
Hopefully there's no drama this demo:DD
Imma go check it out
Dreamingofcarcosa
Im alive...
IM ALIVE
IM ALIIVVEE!!1!1!1!!!!!!1!1!1!1
Also I'm back at writing that frozenhero oneshot in my block tales oneshots(yes it's still gonna be taking a while and probably won't be worth it to read considering how long it took me to publish it)
Dreamingofcarcosa
I'm alive once again!!
Dreamingofcarcosa
I'm alive and have something about an oc
The Queen Of Junger is so much more than just a false god.
She spoke in third person not because she saw herself as something more but because not even she can't grasp her own mind,she knows everything there is to know,what to not know,and everything in between.
Her appearance is the literal embodiment of something to fear in angels,she has no skin,her blood is gold and bright blue ichor,her eyes melt off her face like they can't stay in the sockets,her mouth constantly being ripped open everytime she speaks because the flesh grows over itself,her teeth black but not rotting,her ribs stretched out of her flesh and her heart hovering Infront of her nonexistent breast with a hand crushing it to symbolize self resentment,bright red hands all over her and touching everywhere to symbolize how no one can escape the horror of being psychologically hurt, fourteen pairs of wings,ten on her back and waist,four on her head and shoulders,she hides her face because those who see it will starve from the need of wanting answers for their existence instantly,her spine protrudes from her back and the dorsals stretch out while heads of her past identities are impaled on said dorsals,half her body glitches and flashes with static because mortal eyes can't process the amount of eyes on her,her flesh is a bright and grayish red despite her blue and gold blood.
she bears the weight of being able to feal love,blue and ultra Violet spiderlilies sprouting and blooming painfully out of her face just under the multiple red and black veils she wears(yes henahaki disease mention),she kept her hair intact to seem human,the crimson strands long and covered in the guilt of having too much pride.
She can and will devour anything,even herself,her mind is long gone,only a singular will remaining.
She is everything a human can and can't think of.
She is not cruel nor kind,just hungry.
Dreamingofcarcosa
@Kunikuzushi__199 haihihihajahai
Dreamingofcarcosa
My phone exploded so irl mom got me a new one
Sorry for not being so alive lately...
AND SOOOO SORRY TO THAT ONE PERSON IN MY BLOCK TALES ONE SHOTS IM GONNA GET TO WORK ON THAT FROZENHERO BEAR WIT ME PLEEEAAASSSEEE
Dreamingofcarcosa
Hey gng my ahh wanted to let y'all know I'm still alive
Anyways
I'll be pausing souriez simplement for a while to work on my block tales oneshots cuz ppl like block tales more than my original sooo.....
The reason why I'm taking so long on the frozenhero episode on my block tales one shots is cuz it's gonna be like... 3-9k words long and im not a no-life anymore
Peace out imma drown in schoolwork for the next 67 years
Dreamingofcarcosa
Casually falls down the stairs
Hey so both my block tales oneshots and souriez simplement are gonna get delayed :D...........,........