Dallon? I don't know anymore

I've got one more thing: I'm awful and I know that! Tell me when I'm stepping out of line so I know how to fix my mistakes! Ignoring me makes it worse! I really feel like tonight is my last straw. If anyone sees this and wants to talk to me, let me know. I want a friend to help me but that's too much to fucking ask now. I need help. I just want to be fucking loved. I want love. I'm so starved.

Bye. That's all I've got.

"Bottling up your emotions isn't healthy" YEAH BUT WHEN I FUCKING SHARE THEM I'M IGNORED SO WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??? NOTHING. IT MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL!!!!!!

Don't even bother claiming you want me to get better and that you want to be my friend if you don't even want to fucking help. I can't be this lonely. Why does everyone fucking hate me. Why does everyone want to hurt me.

I hate people. I hate everyone that claims to care but doesn't give enough of a shit to try and help when I'm desperately begging for comfort. I fucking that fake bullshit.

"Share how you feel" but if I share how I feel I'm going to be fucking ignored??? Is this some sick fucking joke?????

Seriously. Like. What the Hell. Mid fucking panic attack and I'm not even going to be helped. Nobody wants to fucking help and I don't know what to do. I can't take this bullshit.

Man I really just let out all my fucking emotions and got hit with a completely different topic and I don't feel safe ranting anywhere else so this is all going here!

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