DreamsAndWanderlust
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Reality Check.
Life is not like a drama.
In dramas, if a glass is thrown at your feet, it cuts your feet.
Blood seeps out.
Someone cleans up for you.
It leaves a reminder of what you went through,
Later on ,you look at them as warrior scars.
Someone else looks at them and sees you as a strong person.
You get to have a fucking story to tell...
-click click snap-
Glass is actually thrown on your feet ,
It makes scratches just enough to cut the first delicate layer of your skin.
You feel the sting.
You feel the pain.
You look down, there's nothing to see.
Nothing to be cleaned.
Nothing to Later on see and see yourself as a fucking warrior cuz it looks like you went through fucking Nothing...
You realise no actually fucking care.
And that you have to bend down yourself and clean that mess up.
Cuz no ones coming to do it for you.
But every night, before I go to bed, I watch 1 more episode of the a drama. Just to fucking delude myself. That maybe just maybe, there will be a day that comes with ease.
I pray more than anything for this to my lord. That may my delusion come true.
Ameen.