Someoneintheuniverse

GANG IT'S CHRISTMAS 
          MERRY CHRISTMAS GANG WHEEEEE

I LOGGED OUT FOR FUN JN AND ALMOST THOUGHT I LOST MY ACCOUNT WAHHHH
          I'm back and safe

Hi um
          I forgot what I was boutta write
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Um I'm drawing soda's (phighting dev) comic into traditional to show me besties when school starts
          Idk if they'll know what soda's tryna imply
          TRADITIONAL DRAWING IS SO HARD WHY DID I THINK IT WAS OK AT THE START 
          RAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

POV: You got art block so you pull the "yk what I'll just do some touch ups to my drawings" move

IS EVERYONE FEELING SANE
          CUZ I'M NOT

Ok lemme be honest for phucking once.
          Why is it so hard to go through a day without getting guilt-tripped for something that you aren't recommended to do, getting scolded,parents putting their tired anger on you, being compared to siblings?
          I had a friend he was about to commit suicide bc of being compared,parents with high standards.
          Luckily a game of Roblox w me saved him
          But then again,I can't afford to vent irl
          Including to my friends, since school ended.
          So basically I'm tryna think if life makes sense.
          *Inhales*
          Just at least 13 more months before I can go sec school and be free.
          Just let me let go of my art and digital stuff.
          Just phucking read books and study.
          How hard is it
          I'M GONNA GO INSANE.
          Jk but srsly,
          Please tell that time can go faster.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          SORRY FOR VENTING AGAIN
          IDFK IF I'M FINE
          So um
          Idk if I'm leaving the forsaken fandom soon
          Bc I can feel myself hovering to the phighting fandom
          Idk
          Ok I'm not fine goodbye

Guys I drew sword
          And someone in the gc I'm in said his torso was big
          1. What does he mean
          2. Will Rocket go after him 
          3. Will Rocket come after me
          4. Are Sword and Rocket w Sword being top gunna phuck
          (I'm sorry i ship swocket kill me)
          Go search up Birdbrain but Sword sings it it's so goofy

Guys I have PSLE next year if you don't know what that is it's a HUGE exam to determine which secondary, or high school for other countries and um idk if I'll survive especially I'll have an UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS when it comes to exams and scoldings, feeling death and sleep is the safe place. I also keep on getting compared to my 4-yr-older-than-me sis. I really hope I do well and don't kill myself,cuz as much as I want to die, I have a phobia of death. I also want to keep drawing, making myself and ppl on ibispaint see my art and be happy. Right now,floods out suicidal thoughts come in when I visit my divorced dad and he nags at me how I should read more,use less phone and draw yes, yada yada. I'm scared of life now. I'm still so damn young but I'm already scared. Maybe bc I'm on social media to much but also what's happening in my life now. I've had more breakdowns this year than last year. Mostly about family stuff. I'll still be online and be weird asf, at this point,maybe venting here is a good idea... Whatever I'M DEFINITELY (NOT) FINE :)

Guys I feel like the weird one in my school cuz I feel like the only one who knows what phighting, blocktales,die of death and sewh
          I feel my school too brainrotted to find good games on Roblox 

HIYA PEOPLE