love is love bitch!

hola bitch ik ill never see this on this account buT i honest to god want to know how many notifs i have like this account had 324 i think- so... like holy shit but if anyone does see this hi

so when I say I wanna die its not me- well it is but its like im in like a mind space and the "voices" I hear take over.... it happens a lot when I get mad irl...
          
          I just wanted to clarify that tho I know it doesn't make any sense

hi! uhh im posting a new book about a LGBTQ+ person coming out! also @Idunno123char answer me please lmao!! :)

so I fucking love my math teacher- she's the only one I have a different zoom with (other than special) uhh but we stopped doing them anyway I turned in a math paper thru picture and email and asked her  question then she responded with an answer to my question, a thanks and had a smile emoji snd I said yourwelcoma and thanks and she sent another smile emoji!!! which made me almost cry idk- but this morning I woke up at like 1130ish and my teacher said "great job on the worksheet!" (no smile sadly) but I sent thanks (with a smile)

just posted the explanation of a lot of shit

waiting on a response- context- I asked out my crush- why?- cuz she's the best person in the world and I love her so fucking much if you see this-HI! love you- uhhh I know why she hasn't responded 1i said some pretty fucked up shit before dropping our convo and saying goodnight and its 330 am so.. also gonna update one of my books on another book I recently posted it should be out in like 45-60 minutes anyway love ya all your valid remember that!! :))

hey y'all uhh @Idunno123char and @swansong127 uhh sorry for the sad shit I posted today- this goes for everyone as well but they took harder uhh sorry its been a rough couple days and im working on explaining why I posted the new book I did cuz theres a lot I need to unravel again sorry love ya! night or day- im not going to bed tho its almost 140am and my house is getting bug bombed tomorrow since its full of mosquitoes and other nature bitches cuz my dad accindently left the kitchen window open and I have a severe allergy to mosquito bites- like the bite is 3x the size of a regular one on someone whose not allergic- and my room is the only one without them.. idk how but it is and my dad wants to stay there but with past experiences I said "bitch wtf no!" - I actually said that lmao anyway again love you your valid remember that and good day/night!! <3 :) :P

alright! got the server done! go join if you want its not really good and you have to read a lot also it might not make sense since I have slight dyslexia and really shaky hands... ok I don't know how to add the link just add your discord name and numbers and I'll invite you! also READ RULES FIRST PLEASE!!

alright so posted art I drew and my face... in "all about me" book uhh if u haven't please go check it out also almost done with the begininning of my new song I need an idea on who it should about- no Tubbo, Tommy, dnf, technoblade. 
          I'll post the lyrics later in "KISS?!?!"  also discord server almost done as well!! im super exited to be able to talk to other people than my family- which I don't really talk to since im a mistake in their eyes I'll add the link to my server later im excited but u must read the rules first please read them first and follow them and follow the chat rules for different chat sections anyway ily Byeee

my views on KISS?!?! went from 34 to 44 in like 24 hours holy shit tnx tho lmao currently making my own ranboo look with paint on face and the paint doesnt want to come off... im also going somewhere in like 7 hours and I can't take a shower in the span time... ive messed up completely welp gonna finish this also I wanna do a face reveal but im scared my friends are one here and read this and im in the middle of writing smut for the next chapter.. so maybe when im done with ranboo look since I won't look like myself I also haven't seen any of my friends since like august welp maybe when im done and I'll add to the next chapter which won't be smut it will be a/n then the smut! yay! im not happy but my brain is like write it bitch! so I officially hate life now and I messed up ranboo drawing well bye have a great night/day please get help if u need to lgbtq+ can go to thetreverproject.com and get help there and/or same with everyone else go to 1-800-273-8255 and get help there stay hydrated and sleep if you need to luv u sm stay safe y'all!