I’mFuckingGay

What'ssup mah hooman?

Does anyone know why people act like they care about me then leave...

I'm going to be making a new book about my life and me so yeah, have fun reading it I guess...

I'm pretty glad that's it's a new year but that doesn't mean I have to live through this one right?

Why do you people like me? It's not like I matter anyway... 

I wanna die.... Does anyone else just keep saying that to themselves?

Do you ever feel like you're the only fucking one that wants to hurt yourself or others? I just wanna feel that rush and blood on my hands...

What is love? I don't understand this so call emotion... Is love something you are supposed to cherish with every single second of the day? Is love the feeling I get when I'm alone and hurting myself? Please tell me what love is....

I swear sometimes I can go on for days about how people think I'm crazy and how I want to murder people just to feel like my wold isn't falling apart from beneath my feet. I feel like I'm living an internal and mental death, with every breath I take I seem to be more 'psychotic' as the doctor calls it. Along with every step I take another life gets stolen. 

Hey guys it's all of your fairy fuckboy here and I just wanna say how good if feels to be back.