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hey,I just came back to say goodbye properly-
          	I just want to express myself without anyone judging me,could that happen? thank you..
          	
          	thank you so much to all my friends that tried to make me feel better,especially you @_Drift , thank you everything you've done to help me,I'm glad you're my friend.
          	
          	I don't get online as much because I just don't feel like it,I'm leaving wattpad and I dont think I'm coming back.
          	
          	I can't seem to find a reason to get out of bed everyday,my parents have to drag me out of my fucking bedroom so I can go eat my breakfast.
          	I hate it when people ask if I'm okay,I'm not okay.
          	I hate it when people waste their time talking to 
          	me or caring about me.
          	you could be spending time with your friend,with your family,but no. you chose to worry about me.
          	I'm slowly giving up on life,I don't like being sad,I hate it,I need help.
          	you don't understand how much I hate myself,I cannot explain how much I do trough words.
          	My parents are the only ones that like me,isn't that sad?
          	you don't know how good it feels to express your feelings..
          	
          	this is my goodbye.