DrownZer0

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ghost-quartz

Hey idk if you're still on here this is empressven. I have a new account because I am of le independent people now.

ghost-quartz

yeah, my (sooooon) boyfriend said that he'll try to check in with me every day. and he made me promise that when i got out for winter break that i'd tell my parents what was going on so i could go to a mental hospital and get treated. ily (even more platonically obvious cuz i'm dating someone now) and thanks for being here now.
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DrownZer0

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god i'm so fucking sorry. i wish i could have been there for you. but i hope that if you two do start dating it'll be a little less rough for you? just hopeful thinking. i hate seeing you be in such a state :/ 
            literally same though. i hope us talking makes you feel even a little bit better. you can talk to me about anything/everything you want, as long as you're comfortable. ily (platonically obviously) and i'll do as much as i can to make you a lil happier.
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ghost-quartz

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if you want to know what all's happened to me here have a rant thing:
            so my parents were butts about the trans and gay thing and didn't realize that my beautiful amazing therapist was a raging liberal and so she bullied them into using my preferred name. two weeks after that i came really close to killing myself and then they switched my therapist to a raging transphobe who was like no man you ain't trans you just want to be a rebellious teenager and then after that i saw no therapist at all. i went to a summer camp and met a guy and i think we're gonna start dating soon and then i started taking college classes and shit has gotten insane and i'm close to killing myself again. it makes me so happy tho that you're here
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