Just tell my friends that I'm dead. It's not like they'll miss me anyway. This was going to be a quote but too late I wish I could just spill my feelings the way I can spill blood all over a freshly painted wall. But no one talks to me but when they do I just cry more because it's too late. My mind's made up. The deed is done. Now I'm waiting for the sirens to go off in the distance. I'm more scared than my wrist is or ever will be. No one cares or cared or will. I try to get someone to talk to me but it's always too late. This isn't anything else in my head it's always this because it's blood, sirens, the smell of death in the morning, the thoughts that I was trying to forget follow me until I swallow another pill. It's all the damn same. So I hope I can leave in peace. I hope they never find me in this Creek below. It's the entrance to hell, it's all I know and where I go.